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Cylia Mar 2020
I feel, I melt
I run, too fast
Into the light that shines,
Just right,
I bring, myself
My being, my soul
To break me...all of me,
To frain from my grave
Tonight
Cylia Mar 2020
I’m calling your bluff,
You act like you’re tough,
By why aren’t the words,
Controlling your motives,
That gets stuck in a lotus,
That you can’t get out of,
That you can’t get by,
That leaves me so scared,
That I only trust fear,
That’s running down tears,
Down my face leaving stains,
Creating lines that are blind,
From your motives they hurt,
From the start to the end
That’s where they usually begin,
But I’m not gonna act,
Like I don’t see the flags,
The warnings, the facts,
That you think I don’t tag,
From the words that you say,
From now then this day,
I still run away...
Cylia Mar 2020
Love
Lost
Lure
Lust
Pure
Few are true
Lost
In blue
Rest
In May
May I lay
Upon these days
The day I came
Shame
Drain
Fame
Lame
Tame
My beast
That is always
In flames
Glow
Show
Green
See
Free me
From me
Of who
I wanna be
Cylia Jan 2020
You think I am lying,
You think I am playing,
You think that everyone’s out here to play you
You do not know me
You don’t understand me
You think that I’m fake, how can you relate
I cannot believe that you are thinking that way
...
I’m done with the bull
Cause you think I’m a fool
You think I am only out here to get you
But that isn’t true cause I really like you
But since you think that about me,
Then well, I am thru
This poem is a bit personal, you guys can comment and ask questions of what you think about it. I don’t usually write back but I’ll try to if I can.
#AmIreallyAfake  #fakepeople #Fake
Cylia Dec 2019
Friendship is key, I love it that way,
Mostly because you’re not a bad dream,
You’re not a made up person that I made from far away,
But someone I met online.
Friendship is key, I should’ve started like that,
I should have called us best friends and not wanted anything more,
Now look at us,
Separated, because of all of my bad habits,
Made me repeat the same thing.
Friendship is trust, why was I so blind,
Maybe because I was lonely inside,
Maybe because I knew you wouldn’t be mine-okay I gotta stop that,
Especially since we haven’t met yet,
And to be honest now, since I’m shedding my skin, I’ve never really ever had a hot friend.
Cylia Dec 2019
Why should I open my doors?
Can't find a clue, what's really true?
Why, must I see all these lies,
That's not really there, no it ain't fair,
I know
Why should I open my doors?
Left me outside, out in the freezing cold
Lost in my main events, don't know a clue
But it seems that you do,
I know
Why should I open my doors?
Why do I keep,
on letting you pass?
Why should I,
accept you,
when you don't deserve to,
know me at all through the years that I've known you?
Cause all of this, clueless
Remarkable, you-ness
Is driving me to,
wake up and speak,
what I really feel about you
Cylia Aug 2019
So many thoughts running through my mind
and yet,
I can only choose just one...
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