Syll - Hello Poetry

Syll Feb 2020

Ghost

Drift,
Wander,
Lurk,
Stalk.
I Am
The
Ghost
In The
Hallways.

Syll Jan 2020

Crow

Feathers of ebony
Wings of afternoon
Eyes of shadows
One means sorrow
Or death
Cloaked in mystery
And sadness
Cawing a mournful tune
A lonely crow

This is a random, weird poem I decided to write.

Syll Jan 2020

The Devil

The devil likes to tempt,
No one is exempt,
From his silver tongue.

Syll Jan 2020

I Can't

I want to cry
My eyes are dry
I want to die
It's not my time
I want to speak my mind
It would terrify
I am too shy
I have to lie
And say I'm fine

Syll Jan 2020

Questions with Answers

Why am I so scared to be abandoned?
Why must I care so much?
Why do I feel so alone?
I don't want to be lonely.
I care because that's the way I am.
It's my brain that tells me I am alone.
I'm so annoyed,
I can't keep up.
Why do I feel so bad?

This can't last forever right? It is temporary? I hate feeling like this. I don't want to be like this anymore. I don't want to be sad anymore. I don't want to feel like I'm alone. This is so Frustrating.

Syll Jan 2020

Instant

In an instant,
Your life could change forever.
In an instant,
A loved one could've been taken from you.
In an instant,
The worst could happen.
In an instant,
It all came crashing down.
In an instant.

I almost lost my mom in a car accident on 1-9-17. My sibling broke an ankle. I came out basically wound free, except for the mental wound. I had to watch my mom and sibling in pain, and there was nothing I could do. My mom broke her neck, she could've been paralyzed or could've died. She is still here because God saved her.

Syll Jan 2020

Demons

I want the demons in my head to go away.
But they won't leave me alone.
They scream at me,
They tell me to do bad things,
They tell me lies.
I can't escape them.
I think there is more than one demon in my head.
I feel powerless.
Please help me.

I have been fighting for too long.