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254 · Apr 2014
Since the Day
Adam Mott Apr 2014
If I could sing, I would record a loving howl
A sound that would rise and fall
'Like the tides, it'll know no limit at all
And though it may sound strange,
You'll love it so
Not because I could sing, no
Not at all
Simply because for you I would howl till Fall
Since the day <3
252 · Feb 2014
Untitled
Adam Mott Feb 2014
Silly thoughts
Redundant isolation
I can't stay awake now
She moved my heart in further
Oh, my baby is like water
She moves like water

Questions rise and fall, like the tide
Pleasing memories keep this boat going
I changed my name now
I watched underwater

Today could be the best yet
Tomorrow even better
So let us keep moving
She's out there waiting
Just like water
247 · Dec 2013
(A Prelude) Dear 2013,
Adam Mott Dec 2013
It's always change,
The future is here
Alive and dear
I'm my heart
'the same while not
Smile, it's the future
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246 · Dec 2013
Never Such
Adam Mott Dec 2013
Speaks volumes of me
When fighting for what you believe
And letting love fade
Is never easy
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245 · Oct 2015
Healing
Adam Mott Oct 2015
I've got a mess that's mine
Undefined and restless
Ringing out angrily
It surrounds everything
Searching for a cure
I see nothing but a window anymore

I keep looking out it, the yard overgrown and wild
I tell those outside not to wait
Keep on going, keep on up
I'll be out of here in certain time

The drain unclogged, most goes down
The big pieces were easier to clear after some pain
The little ones refuse to go down
Stuck in places hard to reach, I struggle to get by

Eventually, the light comes to aid me
Easing this restless mind
Together, we clean this house
The rest will come in time
245 · Apr 2015
Blixop
Adam Mott Apr 2015
Push off
Into the tired bay
All the clouds
Where are they

Took a step
To the unknown
We played hide and seek
We were young

Told you I could sit the shore
Far afield
Younger
244 · Dec 2013
Tomorrow, We are Another
Adam Mott Dec 2013
Tired of struggling
need to sleep
Cannot keep treading water
must find salvation
Who we are today
is not us tomorrow
Admission that destroys my very soul
oh, never be the same
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My very soul
237 · Apr 2014
Diamond Ring
Adam Mott Apr 2014
Forever is a long time
So it is with much thought and borrowed grace
That I realize what I ask you to say yes to
Say yes to

Where would I go?
At the age of 19, still bright and shiny
Living in a building by the great lake-sea
Where would you go?

Although I think now I do see
Back in time, down, down, down, fall
The very bottom was a lonely pit
I'd rather never return to at all

Back to after, much later than before
I ask you that question, the one you have been preparing for
With a kneel and a quiet smile, I beam
A reaching hand into my pocket
I aim to retrieve a small little gem, I aim to make you gleam

Sitting in today, I can only dream
Of a day far, but close
One, where we can both realize that fantastically accomplishable dream
'
-To Liv
236 · Dec 2013
If We Were to Die Tonight
Adam Mott Dec 2013
If this is to end,
Should we not hold onto each other?
Long after the final song has played,
Would it not be better to be together?
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234 · May 2014
Written
Adam Mott May 2014
The false starts
Were taking toll
Buying up spaces in my crowded heart
And the strangest thing was the pinging of another
Near, but far

The taste in my mouth,
The feel of the ground,
The ocean at my back,
The heart in an Adams town

The furthest heart
A million miles away
Yet here we are, at a thousand six hundred and fifty eight

You left the sweetest space with room for growth
You watered my heart and left your seeds
All in a beautiful plan to have me grow into the man I need to be

Every trial I bring to a stall
With every torn start,
The best part,
Is but a twelve hour drive for these two beating hearts
For her
233 · Jul 2015
Untitled
Adam Mott Jul 2015
Water cool and serene
Burning under what I thought was hard
High and solid
Full to the brim
You could always see me struggling
Thinking of what to say
Playing others games

Green and dark
Brown and stark
Around we go
Every second my favorite part

Blending into ours
Light so bright it's hard to start
Keeping the past in the present of our hearts
Burning with a low hum

Forged in fire and ice
Cold and wet, full of lights
Shimmering and low
High and below

Coast to above
All seen through a perspective lens
Would you not take my hand again?
232 · Jan 2015
Kell of Winter
Adam Mott Jan 2015
Coming down to the lake there was a noise
We are whispers upon the vines that creep and crouch upon these soiled leaves
Our edges sharp and rough
Vibrant and green,
Coiled and tough
We are stars made of lightning in the dark
Such that is lining our inner most thoughts

Under this skin.
Unfurling lies, closing time upon these heavy eyes
We are those stars of light upon such dark
Drunk with wisdom
Cold with awe
Stars and lighting, nothing but awe
Nothing but bright set awe in these hallowed eyes
230 · Dec 2013
Still Looking Out
Adam Mott Dec 2013
So misguided,
The fear that keeps you awake at night
Maybe lonely, may even find yourself alone
Inside, where you really know
That every breath has been a fight
Because, maybe
Maybe, maybe
You haven't known anything except your own voice
On both sides
Tranquil warm winds blow
Yet, all you feel is cold
Oh, let you go to see the horizon
Baby, Baby, Maybe,
See the light
Hush, sleep soundly this night
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224 · Jul 2014
Untitled
Adam Mott Jul 2014
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220 · Apr 2015
14 weeks
Adam Mott Apr 2015
Emotional exhaustion running through these very veins
Intense anguish at perceived pain
It is just a few months
Weeks piled on one and other
14 weeks to be exact

Dig in like you can bare it
Something that cannot budge
We could watch the sun come up and down
Keeping the busy summer to a quick murmur

I have to see you right now
You have to see me right now

Turn up the volume
It'll help the pain
Speed it up
Keep you sane

With these words you will promise
Hug and love
Kiss those lips
Praise God above

Soon the summer will be nothing but leaves
Slowly falling to the ground
Before you know it
I will have come back around

105 work days
14 weeks
1 with you
2 times 2 plus two is 6
May I see you more
Endure through fog and wish you closer with each day
Livy
220 · Feb 2014
Summer Wheelin'
Adam Mott Feb 2014
I was thinking about the colour of your eyes
With my smile spreading slowly
Knew I couldn't stop dream frolicking

Until it occurred to me
'Popped into my head
I'd been here a couple days
Would that make you feel differently than before?

All the scenes still stop dead
You never even went to florida
Yet, for me that place couldn't be more filled with dread

Miss me, maybe
Too afraid to ask
Love me still
Heart isn't up to the task

I'd take back all you said
Dead are the roses you let wither in our bed

I've been talkin'
All the girls and boys watchin'
Thinking I've lost an important part of my head
It's true, probably

Regardless, now you can see and hear me
I fell into obscurity
Just to come back and love thee

Will you Summer with me?
Leave a light on
216 · Mar 2020
Cans of Memory
Adam Mott Mar 2020
Like a blank canvas
Strewn about the sky
A theory of longshots
Forever crossing the sea

Sailing to the forefront
Of mind and maritime
Need to put the pieces together
Still just treading endlessly

Pictures of places and people
Long since experienced
Words hanging still in the dead of memory
Vibrant and alive yet somehow dull and faded

Last night I lay under those stars
Today I walk the city streets
Past blank faces in dingy bars
Last night I swam in the ocean
Today I dream of how it felt

These things in memory, effervescent
Existing just long enough to leave an impression
Before fizzling away
208 · Apr 2014
Gowan Again
Adam Mott Apr 2014
If you try,
You can accomplish an endless train of commands
You took me
A simple kind of man
'Creating a dreamer without rival
All his dreams in the palm of his hand

These moonlight promises
Built to last a little while longer
If you try,
They'll turn to light

Everything you touch
Breaks a link of the chain
Ending the night
With a great burst of light
204 · Apr 2014
Notes from the Future.
Adam Mott Apr 2014
My claim to fame was a book or two
A film, some scripts and a couple million by the age of 32
The wife I loved, loved since school
Stayed and loved me back, even when I was a fool
And that I was, many a time
For it was me that waited so long to find her
'Never will I forget that day
One that shall live in infamy
A cold November morning
One at the end of Fall
Because born on that morn, was a love that knew no end at all
The Rose to my Tinted Glasses
203 · May 2014
Our Part One
Adam Mott May 2014
I awoke to dawn under auburn skies
Colour was gone
The feeling of place all wrong
Moved to a space outward and down
And all the sun clouds in my head, they made up for the storm clouds calling me dread

Hallowed Eves and pale morning skies bestow the greatest blessing  
A beautiful girl who has the gift for which many sift
One day that very girl would come to feed my growing flames
She hugged me with those deep brown eyes and told me her name
After that, nothing was ever the same
Of how many, only a large number value knows
197 · May 2014
The Everyday
Adam Mott May 2014
The tide
Rise and fall
Beauty is not a state at all
Yet, here we are
Slow and true
And in the mirror
Burning bright
Are those hazel eyes
That keep my heart alight
For that one girl
187 · May 2014
Half a Day Away
Adam Mott May 2014
There's a place that you know how to get to
It's never very far
But a simple jaunt away
A heart filled cup at the price of half a day
For her

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