through the silence of the dawn of light,
through the silence of the sun set at night,
through the silence all through the halls,
through the silence befalls peace to settle temporary brawls,
silence everywhere, quieting all
through the silence comes peace of mind,
through the silence we rest as one of mankind,
through the silence comes great inventions,
through the silence we release past tensions,
silence everywhere, quieting all
through the silence leaves not one voice to be heard,
through the silence blurred between the lines of the absolutely absurd,
through the silence one's thoughts might go wild,
through the silence past deviance's can be reconciled,
silence everywhere, quieting all

Don't lose yourself even if you have doubts, cause they can't understand how it felt, when you got beat up and got a lot of welts. Some of you think if you got to church you'll melt, so instead you just keep doing the same stuff and when you fall you have no one to cry to for help. But guess what?... Jesus knew how it felt to get beat up and have so many welts. Before He got killed, he got on his knee's and knelt. Saying Father, "they do not not know what they have dealt." He died on that cross for you, to heal all of your welts. So when you fall, He is there to pick you up.

From the underground pit that conceals treasure
The treasure that has been cursed
What the curse is no one knows
For no man has seen it
Until this very gruesomely dark day
Which brings the winds of change
Wretched pit, that has brought great sorrow
These pitiful lives we now live

I survive, I strive, I sacrifice, I strengthen
I live, I lie, I let down, I learn
I differentiate, I decide, I demand, I deduce
I respect, I revive, I redefine, I redesign
I am, I analyze, I articulate, I anticipate
I conquer, I condescend, I confine, I cultivate
I improvise, I initiate, I inspire, I invent
I grieve, I gather, I grumble, I grapple with my inner demons
My life in a few words, nothing I can't overcome or handle
because I am who I am, don't matter what people think of me.

Truth confided in lie's and conspiracies, trust is earned not taken, falsity in idealism, so much drama to fill an ocean. Bound by forces we don't fully understand, feeding into our mediocre society. Getting brainwashed, having this life of our's ****** out by distractions, not looking at what's really going on in our world. Spoiled entitled, selfish, stubborn, greedy people we have become. What happened to us? What have we become? Who are we really? I don't have all the answers, but just like you I have a lot of questions.

chocolate almonds melts in my mouth
eyes closed savoring the rich taste.
those around vanishing, as it melted away;
desiring more, choosing another, round, sweet.
never had anything tasted so good;
than the bitter sting of pain
as I bit my tongue; blood poured.
down down, drip drip, down it goes
sobbing; tears to fill a river bank.
my mother rushes in and holds me
holding me tightly, then kisses my head.
saying your alright, let me look at it;
would ice cream make you feel better
I nod, tears still in my eyes

boy and girl, man and women, grown up through the walkways placed in their lives, all given life. Long last goodbye, whispered through the night, as sweet dreams roam through the night. First word, oh the joy it brings to man and wife. Tree spreading roots of ancestry, growing bigger which each passing generation. Through the eternal wonderment of life and death, tick tock the clock that passes faster and faster. what was once slow is now fast, future compared to past. Legacy and pride mixed with shame and distraught. What may seem forever is only a speck to what forever truly is, forever and ever time is lost within. No rhythm to generate movement, and movement is how one gets places. all and all again, a circle we form over and over, till we topple over.

From the dirt and mud, to gold and luxury. From the **** of the earth, to highly respected members of a higher society. Ruins to kingdoms, from a nothing to a something. Being left out to die, were looked down on as if we were a disgrace to mankind. But now they are at our feet, kissing ***, on our beck and call. How the wheel turns around, funny how things go, one day your the beggar next your the person being begged. I bet they are regretting that, but what is done is done, and now it's our turn to have fun!

Falling from the reaches of the stars,
Never knowing how far it goes.Through endless space, alone without you,When I am with you I am as warm as the sun.When I am with you I become a stronger person without fear, Through whatever life throws at us, I know we can face it head on.Me and you together through thick and thin, With you I am whole, I have something in my life that I look forward to seeing and being with! With you! Me & U! Together till the end! Becoming like distant stars roaming throughout the solar system, as long as I'm with you I know things will be good.

Far from you, wondering how you are. Haven't seen you for awhile now
seems like an eternity, but I know our love will overcome all obstacles. A world apart, living life alone from one another. Days go by, we write each other, when I read what you have written, it's as if your right beside me. I can't wait till we see each other again, because I love you, you are my whole world.

shake off the dirt of a person's words
it isn't worth your time or effort
don't drop down to their level
be you, be true, be free, do what ever you want to do
***** the haters, this is your life not theirs
not listening to you anymore

once there was a man
a man who had a lot of courage
he faced very dangerous monsters

he was the greatest hero
but every hero will eventually fall
and that day was horrible

that day we will remember
your sacrifice is not going to fade
we will always be thankful

poverty stricken, looking for some kind of sign
constrained,confined, nothing here is Devine
constricted, afflicted, everyone here is addicted
this is the street life, hard to tell whose the victim

heart of Gold?
that I don't have
heart of pity
heart of shame
heart full of lust
my mind is a disease
never giving up
never going to surrender
people call me stubborn
people call me a ****
I don't care; I am what I am
Heart of gold?
There is no such thing

love is condescending
thinking is overrated
pain is real
hate is deadly
jealousy is immature
insecurity is damaging
life is hard
but that's just a part of reality!

A gruesome dark figure approaches
This may be my end
This demon looks at me
eyes are red as blood
it's cold hands grasping me
teeth sharper than any knife
it's breath stinks; mouth drooling
heart beating ever so fast
Then...... rstiubbbuiubfutc4cecewawatvxzllmknoh

Never know what's really going down, never know what's really going on, and if you ask, they say theres nothing going on. Is that really true, or is something deeper; more secretive going on. They might have been abused by their parents all their life, or maybe they have started taking drugs. They maybe got a kid with some girl, maybe they joined the gang just to be accepted, or to become a respected ****. You'll never know unless you get real, you should be that friend in their lives, when things are going good or bad. Be that difference in that persons life cause you never know what they're fighting, and when you help them through it, you'll feel glad. Be that difference, be that change, help a brother out, don't be so strange. Yeah be that difference, be that good friend, don't be so selfish because you can still bring that change.

criticized, left out, shut down. Isolated in everyday living, the only friend I have are my possessions. Not even my mind accepts me, but I guess that makes sense, because all my life people have never once said anything nice to me or about me. I wouldn't believe them at first but everyone has a breaking point. Now I am trapped, all alone, with nowhere to call my home. Hope is a thing of the past, love doesn't exist in a world so cruel. Friends end, friends and family betray you, or hurt you. I am a good person but my appearance states otherwise, statistics say otherwise, life as I know it; states otherwise. So now I live this life walking a lonely road the only road I've ever known, don't know where it goes but it's only me, so I walk alone. Dreams are a bunch of fantasy's, passion is a clever lie, truth;there is no such thing. I have a truth but my truth might not be another person's truth, so does that mean one of our truth's is a lie? belief's start wars, because people can't accept one another, people can't even understand themselves. That's why they search for truth, but what is truth? I just don't know anymore.

Truth confided in lie's and conspiracies, trust is earned not taken, falsity in idealism, so much drama to fill an ocean. Bound by forces we don't fully understand, feeding into our mediocre society. Getting brainwashed, having this life of our's ****** out by distractions, not looking at what's really going on in our world. Spoiled, entitled, selfish, stubborn,greedy people we have become. What happened to us? What have we become? Who are we really? I don't have all the answers, but just like you I have a lot of questions.

Falling from the reaches of the stars, never knowing how far it goes, through endless space, alone without you.When I'm with you I am as warm as the sun, when I am with you I become a stronger without fear. Through whatever life throws at us, I know we can face it head on, me and you together through thick and thin. With you I am whole, I have something in my life that I look forward to seeing and being with! With you! Me & you! Together till the end! Becoming like distant stars roaming throughout the solar system, as long as I'm with you I know things will be good!

When your family isn't their for you, when you can't afford a thanksgiving meal, we are here for you in your time of need. Orphan's thanksgiving that's what we do, when people in your family don't get along you can come here instead. A place with less stress, good memories, and a fun time. We are your friends, we are your neighbors, we are family. When you don't think their is anything to be thankful for we can be that for you.

This city through all the lights and monotonous nights, over and over again. Recognizing the struggles of a broken people, trying to help as much as I can, but I just get pushed back but I come back stronger. I am just a man, but I can't abandon these people because I used to be one of them.  Never knowing which way I was going, just going with the flow, life was nothing special or simple, it was hard and painful. I used to imagine a great pain free life, but that was just dreams ; just some fantasy for the longest time in my mind. Till one day I got up and started walking a new direction, breaking stereotypes, breaking statistics, they said I would never become something, that I be in a gang and selling drugs. Living on the streets till one day I get shot or **** myself, but that's not who I am or who I want to be. Through the city I have seen and heard it all, I don't judge, because that would make me a hypocrite, and I am not their keeper.  I'm just real, I am being me, which took me a long time to do.

clouded in deception, lost in adversity, trying to find out who I am. All the lie's with little truth hidden inside, a myth that all it is. I been walking through day by day dealing with people's B.S, all I do, it's like I'm stuck on a broken record. Lost and annoyed, no longer having patience, broken by hypocrisy and deception. Drifting like a log, not knowing where I'm going, just going with the flow. For to long I have keep quiet, it's time to go to shore and be myself. Time to tell the hard truth, I'm an outcast, but I just can't handle being society's robot. It's time to not take the B.S others throw at me. You thought you broke me, but I stand a better man, I was weak but now I'm strong.  No longer being confined, for the first time in a long time I feel alive.

Friend zones, shutdowns, being ignored, mind games, why you do this to me. I don't know what to say one day we're friends next thing I know we becoming something more but I figured wrong and now it's done. Mind games, girl stop playing me, I thought this and then I thought that and just when I started getting over you you come back to me. Mind games, girl stop playing with me, Hitting different chords, I'm just so confused. What should I do? Mind games is all I ever get from people like you, and I hate it.

To Kanye, what's with your hate on Tupac, when you were trying to hate on em' you were just describing yourself. Man Tupac was the real deal, your just a sell out. You've obviously been hanging out with the Kardashians too long because you've become a real *****! Man your music is pretty good no lie, but compared to Tupac's music it's a bunch of ****. So pack your bags and leave rap, just get out. You're a fool, a narcissist, the only thing you deserve is a punch to your face, maybe it'll knock some sense back into your brain. Maybe then you'll realize your crucial mistake. Kanye you have lost my respect, and I'm not the only one. You're not a real rapper you're just a jealous little troll who should've stayed under their bridge. All you care about is the spotlight, you're a pertinacious big shot with a tiny ****, you're a disgrace to music, to put it bluntly you just ****!

what are we to become if nothing at all, what will it feel like to truly fall? to be free from it all, what will be our last call? That last breath, on the verge of going over the edge, into who know's what? For the time is coming upon us, will be ready? The end of the world, the fire and plagues, will we ever be the same. The circle of life stopping, what will happen than. Is life a paradox,or an oxymoron, or is there more to it. Will we make it through it?  these are the questions people have and may never get the answers too, these are the things that even make Steven King shiver.

Ashes to ashes, land of the lost, we pray you find rest. Dust to Dust, drifting through time and space. What will your legacy be, will you die with no story passed on to tell? Will you be a legend, will you be respected? Ashes to Ashes we will all eventually fall, but how hard will that fall be? Was it worth it, are you proud of yourself? Dust to Dust, we become, leaving behind people and memories we once loved. Will you be a hero or a villain, the choice is yours, life is a journey, and the after life is a mystery. Cherish it, for you only live once!

I am tough, but am gentle, I am a giant, I am kind. I'm never on the offence, I'm always on the defensive, people always trying to go after me. They think because I am a giant that I must be angry or mean or tough, but I am not. I am tough but not in a rough way, why can't people accept that, they think me a monster, but they are the true monsters. I am me, I can't change that, one day I hope people can accept me for me, but for now I go from place to place travelling;helping those in need. I am like a human giving tree, I am there when you need a friend.

RIZN is a place to be to chill out,
its a place for those to find what their asking questions about.
RIZN is a place to be to hang out,
its a place for those to talk and shout.
RIZN is a place to know about the Saviour,
man if you don't agree to that,
you better change your behaviour.
HE forgave you from your sins,
now you got God's favour.
RIZN is a place to meet new people,
now you are a whole new sequel.
RIZN is a place to dance and sing,
to let the whole world know that you love the King.
RIZN is a place to play games,
its a place to read about people like Matthew, Mark, Luke, James.
RIZN is a place to learn from the experience of the leaders,
its a place to be ok with yourself everytime you look in the mirror,
without worrying about someone calling you a queerer,
RIZN is a place to tell others about your life story,
to one day be baptized in the main church for God's glory,
RIZN is a place to glow in the dark,
so it leaves you with a fun and impressing mark,
RIZN is a place were you can express your good opinion,
not make you into some zombie minion
RIZN is a place to expand your horizon to new views,
so your not some story in the breaking news.
Unlike

Yeah, let's get into it man!
Yeah, I'm back to the place I was created from,
Yeah, the first time that I experience God's hum.
Yeah, some of you guys don't know what this hum is about,
It's the King's final strum!
It's all about His love that saved us from,
our wrongs, if you don't conceive it, well bro you better believe it!
With God's love, you can achieve it,
whenever you need it,
I really mean it!
(Chorus)
The King came down from heaven,
He's the number one contendent.
When He won, He became the number one defendent.
You might argue it,
but the time I spent in this world,
I have no other reason but to believe,
that God gave us life, like water to an ever growing tree!

Man people try so hard to please others, they will do anything for your attention; but why, why do we have to care what others think of us? Maybe your parents are divorced and they hate each others guts and push you to the side. Maybe you've been bullied far too long and you just can't handle it anymore. Maybe your parents died and you lived in a foster home and went from place to place. Maybe you do it because it's our human nature.  I don't know your reason but everyone has their own reason. We try to hide who we really are, cause society and other people  dictate how we should look and act like, but who made them judge? You are perfect, but you have to believe your perfect, you can't let people's lies dictate who you are. It's time to take off your mask, it's time to show your true colours. Some of you are saying but what if people don't approve? You know what... so what? So what if people don't don't approve, you will only ever be you, and they will always be themselves. You can't please everyone, it's impossible and tiring on yourself.  Take off the mask, I won't judge, because I know the pain, I understand. Find those people who like you for you, cause those are the people you should be with.

From rough sea's, to calm waters I shall sail the seven sea's. Heave **, brace yourself, FIRE! The pirates life for me, thriving on treasures no one can believe, living legends we will soon be. The pirates life for me, drinking and partying, living free with no worries. Fighting those who oppose us, becoming outlaws, becoming mysteries. Yo **, yo **, a pirates life for me, gaining cargo from weaker vessels is a part of survival. This is how we live, and we wouldn't have it any other way.

From the streets feeling so alone, broken, needing help. Yeah was a rebel needing some rehab, I was dying to live, but really I was living to die. Confined by gravity, wanting to escape this life I was living. My life is such an anomaly. Now I am better, caught me in your arms you protected me in the bad weather. Truth is without you I would be dead, Thank you for never giving up on me.  Life was like a Mozart symphony, have my highs and lows going through life in a monotonous motion, till I found you. I started from the bottom now I am here, without fear, trying to make this society better for that is my new passion.

People have called us a lot of things Savages, Indians, Aboriginals, Prairie N*s, Reznecks, or Monsters. Are we truly savages, monsters or are you  the true Savages and monsters. We lived good, but then Christopher Columbus happened and we've never been the same. Got slaughtered, *****, caught your vile diseases. We did not do anything to you, if it weren't for us you wouldn't have survived in the ''new world''. Forced us into reservations, tried to make us ''civil'' what the hell does that mean? Look in the mirror to see the real monsters. Bombing Hiroshima, killing millions in Iraq and Afghanistan for no reason, making a group called the kkk, etc. Native's are not the problem, the problem is you. I'm not saying native people are perfect, we did a fair share to our own people. I'm just saying their is a problem with our society, that has tried to shove what they did to our culture under the carpet for way too long. It's time for the truth to come out, it's time for us to have true equality between our culture's, it's time for a true honest apology, and to give us back our land that you stole or let us govern the land that we have, without any interference from the government.

Summer ends, as the fall of september comes,then shall winter be behind it.  In Canada though the winter may last between 7-10 months with only/maybe 2-3 months of warmth unless you live in Vancouver or Ontario. Otherwise your freezing most of the time, it's funny people complain that it's too cold, but when we finally get heat, they complain that it's to hot. People seem to always amuse me, there is no way to please them. Oh well, I think summer was good while it lasted, and that's all that matters.

I've been beaten; I've been betrayed; I was left for dirt; me, myself, and I all astray. I was so high, I was so good, but now I am all in pieces on the ground. People fall, it's our nature, but the good one's are the one's that get back up each time. Never giving up, never willing to surrender, not taking the easy way out. Time to get back to who I used to be, Cause wallowing in self-pity will never get me anywhere. Life won't fix itself, it takes effect, but it's worth it. You just got to hope that things will get better, cause hope is what makes us strong.

Yeah, people say I'm going insane, they tell me I should take the first train to the mental hospital. Why do people think I'm insane, I am who I am I don't care what people think about me but they still judge without knowing who I truly am. I am an artist, I am a person who makes fun of society, I have a great opinion on politics, I make bad jokes, so does that mean I'm crazy? Like come on now people, I don't judge you so why the hell do you judge me? Like Gandhi says, ''an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind.''' So maybe I am a little spontaneous, every one can't live their whole lives with a stick up their butts. So if you think that's what  insane means, then yes I'm insane.

I was so high, with no worries in sight, dreaming of being up in the clouds. I have fallen so far, I hate to fall, it hurts, I don't know why I even live. I want to be better, but my mind gets caught up in blinding fog. Down the rabbit hole, drifting away the waters like a dead log. I know you're there when I fall, and with you're help I may rise. You carry me when I'm injured, I deserve to be tossed into the flames but by your grace I am saved. By your grace and mercy I am healed, I grow stronger day by day, to be with you in the clouds one day.

Up in the clouds that's where you'll find me
Free from all tranquillity's
Free to be who I want to be
Up in the clouds relaxing in perfect harmony
Away from the diseased society under me
Floating above so high, with no worries
Up in the clouds where I'm meant to be
Never worrying, never scared, for I am in Eternity

Haiku's no one likes them,
people just put random stuff in them,
they are really really stupid.

I just don't understand people,
they think they are being very creative,
but really they are not.

that day of all days
from whence he came and left
that day of all days

we thought it was over
we thought we were finished that day
that day of all days

The mysterious hero had left
he protected us from all opposing danger
why he left is unknown

Momma used to say a stupid is as a stupid does, and well Jennie I may be dumb but I know what love is. Life is like a box of chocolates, never know what you're gonna get, but I know what I want and I want you Jennie. You once asked me if I ever dream about who I'm gonna be, and well I don't know Jennie, I don't know who I want to be because I'm just me. I would run to the edge of the earth to be with you, I can't leave my past behind me when you're in it, I want to move forward but with you by my side. Like I've said before Jennie your my girl. You always will be, even if you never return a message back to me. I think I'm getting sick, so is the boy, maybe we got your illness before you left. I'm getting weaker by the minute, I feel as if I am about to die. So if this is the last goodbye, then so be it, I will be waiting for you in heaven. Goodbye Jennie.

what if I fall, will I lose it all, could I get back up? What if I crash will I remember who I was, I don't want to fail, I don't want to disappoint those who look up to me. Why can't I be good, why can't I be true. When will I stop faking myself, who am I, if nothing at all. Fear is a terrorizer, that leaves me cold and paranoid. Lost in adversity, travelling down the rabbit hole deeper and deeper. So caught up in technology, so lost in this deceiving society. Need to get back to where I used to be, go back to the real me, back to when I was on fire for the holy king. Yeah I am never truly lost, for what lies in the heart will be found. No matter how far you try to trap it down within yourself. Yeah lost then found, safe and sound, never been better than how I am right now Yeah lost then found, was wounded now I am healed with God's holy power. I am a leader in the army, with his help I will never be taken down. Lost then found, trapped then released by your holy grace, for I may be weak but you are strong.

loneliness, darkness, closed doors that have been locked, hiding reality. Loneliness, depression, no end in site, hiding all things that we're suppost to see. But your never alone, that is the truth, you just have to step outside your box. Don't worry about other people, or your own thoughts. I once was deep and dark like you, then I walked into the light, my life has become a lot better. Just try, cause you never know

never forget the people that were there for you, never forget the kindness, the passion, the friendship. Cherish it, for it is good memories, even though it feels sad that there gone. But are they really gone, cause memories last forever, especially the good ones. Through thick and thin, through the good and bad, remember. Maybe memories is the only thing you'll have left one day, so make the memories count. Without memories life can be dull, but when you have memories they just seem to brighten your day. So remember, because that's what keeps life going.

I'm coming undone, so stuck, so lost, dealing with my inner demons. I've become blind to my corrupt ways, lost in mediocre land, and I only care about myself. I'm suffocating in my own selfish ways, I need deliverance from this hell of mine. The one I leave inside, that monster lurking in my soul that I can't control. I'm try to convince myself that im fine but the truth is that im not. I don't want to die, yet sometimes I want to, im so conflicted inside. I just need deliverance from evil, but I don't deserve it, and sometimes I wonder if I truly need it. I let things consume my mind, losing sight of who I am.

why dads?
Men, or should we even call them that. So many of them diseased, they cheat, steal, ******, ****, and betray anything that breaths. Their are good one's out their but they usually die young, or they are married, etc. Fathers are the one's that usually abandon their kids once they leave their soon to be ex-wife for some other women. Men are suppost to be the authority figures but they abuse that power. They start wars that are pointless, they thrive on greed that will get them no where when they are close to death. Why is the world so cruel, well you don't have to look to far to know the answer. When I grow up I will not become this disease, I will not keep the pattern going any longer, cause it's time for someone to be a man, might as well be me.

You haven't forsaken me in the dessert, you haven't left me down to drown. Now I know your always with me, even in my wildest doubts. Through the fires and the flames, through those storms that almost blew me away. You were there for me, when everyone had gone away leaving me astray. You never left my side, and as much as I didn't want to by your side sometimes, you still stayed with me. God your my rock your my salvation, your the healer in the drought. Now I know your always with me even in my wildest doubts. Jesus your my salvation in which I give it all to you lord. I am no one, yet you treat me like I'm a someone that matters, you're grace I don't deserve or afford. You're love is everlasting, you created the moon's and the stars, to many to even count. Now I know your always with me, even in my wildest doubts. Your a healer to the sick, and compassionate to the widows, even to the homeless guy without a pillow.  You keep us warm with you're love, God you're so powerful and strong, our power compared to yours is like a tiny armadillo.

Life can be so linear, but sometimes life isn't so easy, yeah sometimes it gets shaken. Yeah, life isn't suppost to be so simple and easy, it has to get a little shaken up, it's suppost to be crazy. Life isn't fair, but that's what makes life interesting, it's what makes us who we are. We may not be a superstar, but we are who we are, and that's what really matters. We all need a little something, once you find that something, then life seems to be linear. That's only because you aren't focusing on how unlinear life is because you found that something that makes life worth living.

Dear God, why do u love me, why did u create me, why haven't u smited me yet. Dear god, I don't deserve to live, I keep messing up,  and I always say im going to change but I don't. I just go back to doing the same bad things, and I don't know why? I guess I'm just addicted, afflicted by temptation, and it got me feeling sickly. God I need u to heal me of these deeds, I admit that am caught up in this selfish ambition. I think I may need rehab God because I'm just stuck in this eternal circle and can't get out of it. The guilt and shame is getting to me, I don't want to go to hell, yet I keep up with this dark secret of mine. People think im so holy, that I can't do anything wrong, but they only see the mask I put on, to hide what's on the inside. I fake myself, I'm such a hypocrite, I judge but don't want judgment. God this is my confession, and I know that this life u gave me is such a blessing, that I should not be wasting. I was lost in this darkness of mine walking blind, till u found me, and gave me a sign. God I need that sign again, because I'm back to my darkness. Dear God please forgive me for my sins, even though I don't deserve it.