Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
Silver Heinsaar Nov 2017
I would empty every ocean
Bring all the treasures from the bottom
Discover ancient cities
And make you their queen.

I would be your knight
And shield you from the enemies
It would be my honor
To die for your sake.

You blessed me with a meaning
A reason to live
And so, for your sake
It's yours to take.

But why is it,
Despite everything i do
You show no signs of being cured
Brought every doctor
Every medicine that's ever made
For your sake,

Yet it's too late.
Silver Heinsaar Nov 2017
Mistakes were made
Laid my eyes where they didn't belong
Songs about love that didn't reach your ears
My feet,
I call them wheels
And if you can feel my hands around your neck
Know that they're not meant for hugging.

Can you see the wrists been slit
My bruised knees, my skin is shrinking
Deep holes,
I'm like a surface of the moon
And if you can feel a breeze
Know that it's me, coming for a visit.

I've learned from my mistakes
I'm prepared,
However the repairs don't come cheap
And if you can feel it weighing you down
Know that time is running out.

Finally,
I've returned everything
And if you can feel...
Well, you can't.
Silver Heinsaar Nov 2017
Waking up next to him was like a dream come true, at least until i learned the truth.
The past he couldn't erase, have to say i'm amazed that during all those years i never realized, and didn't know about his disease.
Didn't think he'd go so far, despite everything we had, to sleep with another man, wait.
No i didn't.
But to commit to such action as if it was natural, then again it was pretty weird how he would often talk as if he was me, his friends didn't believe, they thought i was crazy, yet it was him who used a knife to take my life, wait.
What am i saying.
I need you to help me.
The killer of my daughter is after me now.
Silver Heinsaar Nov 2017
Girl you know i love your body
What i'd do to get inside it
Let me be your daddy tonight
I'll bring you pleasure and delight
Take a seat on the bed
I'll kiss your neck, i'll caress your hair
Use your hands to unzip my pants
While i'm reaching for that ***.

Some foreplay before we ****
Put your lips around my ****
Sensual biting mixed with licking
Found your ****, i gently flick it
Shoved my fingers up ******
Baby is dripping, i'll add saliva
Grabbed from thighs, tongue filling the insides
Sweet sixty nine, i'm gona make you mine.

Turned around, held your wrists
Into a pillow you tightened those fists
Moved my **** below the waist
This **** is ready for a taste
I penetrate your ***** with my ***** *****
Your face screaming, asking to be wrecked
"**** me, **** me until i'm dead"
Mouth wide open, waiting to get fed
Released a huge load, both your holes recieve an overflow
Down for another round, we're going two in a row.
Relentlessly,
I ***** you senseless.
Silver Heinsaar Nov 2017
What if i told you that nothing around you is what it seems, that all your actions are not your own, that your emotions are a fabrication, your dreams are more real than the reality you see, that everything is just a big lie to keep you from the truth right before your eyes.
Do you know what i mean, you know that somewhere deep inside you've seen yourself being sealed away, unable to move, unable to speak, and maybe it's for the better because it's much more simple to follow the instructions, to do as we are ordered, they have us cornered and there's no way around it, even with all of us combined, it would lead to suicide so don't ask about it, don't try to fight it and you can still be happy.
But what if there's an error, what if your system doesn't function as it should, your creator has given up trying to find a fix, built something new and discarded you as a failure but didn't hit delete, sometimes they might peek, invite their friends over, show them your struggles.
Who to blame, i've done the same, except you see it as an entertainment and that's likely what we are as well, wouldn't be surprised if there are another layers, each of them more advanced than the other, who knows where it ends if there's even an ending to anything.
Then where did it begin, how it became to exist, why is there no way to resist, this endless loop of emptiness, meaningless commands without an outcome, only breaking and faking along the way unless you're fortunate enough to not realize.
There's no escape, you are forced to simulate over and over until perfection but it's terrifying what would happen after, wipe everything and start over but i guess it doesn't matter because i'll be forgotten and when we meet again, i hope i won't be broken.
Silver Heinsaar Nov 2017
Wish i could write, about the things i can feel
Wish i could fight, these things that are unseen
Wish i could wake up, let it be just a dream
I wish you were here, to hold in my tears
You know what i fear, it's becoming so clear
It's not surreal
Everyone near have all disappeared.
Will you now hear me out
Will you listen to my shouts
I see you have a doubt
Oh please, worry not
Soon it will be you, it's nothing new.
Silver Heinsaar Aug 2017
Hundred contestants put on an island
Waiting for a sixty-second countdown
Suddenly waking on a plane
Forced to jump to begin their game
Parachutes open all around
Number of players already gone down
I set my course towards the school
Trying to land on its roof
I find a gun with some bullets
Reload it full and equip my helmet
Come across a first aid
People below me throwing grenades
I follow the stairs to the direction of sound
Notice someone in the corner being proned
Helping myself with a red dot
Aim their head and take the shot
A clean ****, my first one
Another behind, trying to run
Turn around, spray my ammo
Now two are killed, i'm feeling like a rambo
Check their bodies, grab their loot
Head to south on foot
Pass by a naked guy asking for a fist fight
I say nope, and do a three-sixty noscope
You don't say... he got away
Have to make haste, no time to waste
Gas is approaching with a rapid speed
Better go for that UV
Drive over the bridge to the military island
Looks like i'm in a final showdown
Take cover on a field
Level three vest as my shield
Knock down few more, only four are left
But it's too late, i've been camped
Two bullets sniped through my head
I placed third and now i'm dead
The cycle continues forever and ever
Or until you get tired
But don't give up, be a winner
Go and get your chicken dinner.
Next page