Screws in my mouth
Sharks on my feet
Time to retreat, time to bounce off
Giggles and laughter, king and his daughter
Come, come, come
Take them away.

Doctors do little
This pain never fades
Be it rifles or grenades
Their holes are all the same
To justify what's done, you'd have to be insane.

Tower of parrots
Repeating after one another
Struck by lightning, the lights go out
Takes time to adjust so do what you must
Leave behind a trail of dust
You call it a sin but my lust has just begun.

Run, run, run
Keep your head up, don't look down
Hear them loud as they crumble under command
Hands are free, aim is steady
Get ready for a killing spree that no one has ever seen.

I cling to the tree and watch the leaves wither away
I pray for your soul, may it find its peace but truth be told
The coldness in my heart has trapped you inside.
Flow down the road, glide through the air
Everywhere you go, only despair awaits
What's left is just a fraction of yourself trying to hang on to the thinnest threads.
I'm in your head, surrounded by everything you loved
Soon they are dead as well, history repeats itself
And when the time comes to say good bye, no one's around, they barely remember
As the member of this pyramid, you've been denied from dying
Endless suffering will keep you company so sit tight but what did you expect
That seat is taken, this chair is mine, all your actions end up in vain
You cry, you want to try, harder and harder to no success
What you thought is an access, was just another circle leading to nothing but more misery
"Happiness is a fantasy, surely it must be, how else would you explain this.
Oh, i know, i'm unlucky or maybe i deserve it, just gota stay positive.
I still have a reason and that's why i'm here, maybe one day, i too can be free.
Let them abuse me, you know they need it, they need you and that's what makes you happy."

Turned on my computer, had a conversation with your mother. Sometimes i wonder which one of you actually cares. She has always been there for me from the beginning. Whenever we would have an argument, she would chat me up privately, listen all the problems me and you were having, trying to work it out, offer solutions but you're stubborn and would only get even more upset.
I blamed myself, i'm too needy and like to be in control of your activities. One could say that to a certain point i was being manipulative but i didn't abuse it. That's something i hate more than anything. I guess i just pushed you away... and here i go again, blaming myself. Honestly though, you never really had time for me, your friends were more important and our constant fights about doing things together never ended well because when you weren't with your friends, you wanted to be alone and recharge yourself until i finally had enough and now i'm opening my notepad to write you the following:
*I printed my feelings
The font i used was comic sans
Italic or bold, won't make a difference
Because all the words were strikethrough
That's how much they matter to you
We're over and i love your mother
Be a good daughter and disappear
Needless to say, you were never here
Actually, i can't have that
After all i'm going to be your stepfather
So i hope we get along
PS, your mother looks good in a thong.

Humming to my favorite song
As i walk down the street
A random encounter with a strange looking man
Our eyes meet and i'm falling
You can call it love at first sight.

You were wearing a long coat
It was summer and the sun was bright
But when you undid those buttons
Your motives became clear
Exhibitionist was revealed beneath.

You thought i'd be annoyed
But i fully enjoyed
Being shown your indecencies
And wanting a part of it
So i exposed myself as well.

Your shocking expression
As you witnessed my actions
Turned around and made a run for it
I guess this love wasn't meant to be
Pulled up my pants sulkingly.

No one accepts me
Is there something wrong with my body
Or were you just surprised
That there's someone who's alive
With a hole in their heart.