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Silver Heinsaar Jun 2017
Sometimes i like to write
Sometimes i write something somewhat good
Although most of my themes can be quite disturbing
Maybe they have a deeper meaning
Other times random/funny or all of them combined
That's what i want you to know from my profile.
My vocabulary can also be lacking
English language isn't my native
Neither have i done much reading
So excuse me if you find this boring.
I just like writing
Ever since i was exposed to poems
Well, even before that actually
But i never really got into it
Other than some short stories
I would share between few of my friends
Who were entertained by them
And urged me to continue.
Hopefully i'll get better in time
Be able to create better rhymes and free verse lines
This is the introduction to the production of my poetry
Please enjoy your stay.
Writing since April, 2017
Silver Heinsaar Jun 2017
Love me like you do when
Your tentacles attached around my neck
Tried to strangle me but
Got opressed by my femininity
Handed me your detachable *****
Just to say, "**** yourself"
Sprayed your ink across my face
How did you know about my fetish
Stole my heart and now
All three of them drenched in your blue blood
Such irresponsibility
Leaving me with a duty of single parenting
I didn't want any of that
So i starved to death after the eggs had hatched
A takoyaki party
Cooking with the family
Everyone was happy.
Silver Heinsaar Jun 2017
I slammed the table, demanding for sugar. She knew i didn't drink it black. I like my coffee as i like my women - deadly, because of my diabetes. Being bedridden for years, women were the only entertainment left for me. Every day i would pray for one of them to make my heart stop and release me from this meaningless life. Having lived for eighty years was more than enough but i guess i was still pretty wild below my waist. I had gathered considerable amount of fortune and getting women who needed quick cash to sleep with me didn't prove to be difficult but quite frankly i had grown tired. I didn't anticipate for anyone to come that night until the silent knock on my door.

"Must be my housemaid," i figured.
You opened the door, holding a board with a writing that said room service on it. You were wearing a creepy mask along with a **** lingerie.

"Cut the jokes," i said.
I really wasn't in a mood for this, especially with a maid who had served me ever since i got sick. She was like family to me, but you forced your way through while slowly stripping down the thin layer of clothing you were still wearing, leaving you masked only. Despite her flat chest, i never noticed that great figure she had. You stood beside my bed, bare naked. I felt wrong about it but could have been a fitting ending to playing around and being *****. You didn't disappoint me, that passion inside you was splendid, more than my wife ever provided before she passed away. It was very, how to say, kind of disturbing seeing a youthful woman like you demonstrate something as sensual to an old man like me. She couldn't have been in it for the money because i paid her more than she would ever need and when our ******* transcended, you left without a comment, not asking for anything. I tried to have a conversation but even during our intimacy your rim stayed tight. It took one encounter to get me addicted, my will to live came back, i wanted to experience more of that.

The next morning i rang my bell to request her presence. I couldn't go to a bathroom alone so i had her living in my mansion where she could take care of my needs whenever necessary. During weekends i had my chauffeur replace her while she went home to her parents. For me, i only had a son remaining who would regularly visit me but hadn't done it for months. My summons got answered by the chauffeur who shouldn't have been here today. He had a look that told me something bad had happened. Apparently the maid was found dead on the side of a road and had been so at least twenty-four hours.

"Then who did i..." was i going to ask before i got interrupted by a phone call from my son who said he had already assigned me a new caretaker and abruptly left the country himself.

I was devastated, nothing made sense, i wanted to be alone as i had lost yet another person in my life who i might have felt stronger about than my own son. But when the sun went down, you drew near, arriving from my tears, wearing that same mask. Just how. I had million questions, you put your lips over mine and hushed me before i could say anything. I was confused but my lust for you was even bigger.

"Please don't leave me," i begged you
You nodded and the following day you really came again. I didn't know if i was being haunted or if it was a side effect of my medications. Eventually i asked you to remove your mask. It didn't take much to persuade you and as expected, the face of my maid was revealed under. Things got weird after i attended her funeral and confirmed her body with my own eyes. At the beginning i thought she could have faked her death for some reason or had a twin, except that tiny mole under her nose, no one could have had it as identical. Our final meeting in my bedroom, it was the first time you advanced without your disguise and then it suddenly hit me. You didn't have that mole there, just who exactly were you.

"Medical advances are pretty amazing but who would have guessed you'd notice something like that," you muttered.

"Ah, so it was my flesh and blood from the start," i thought to myself while being choked between your blood-stained hands.
Silver Heinsaar Jun 2017
Honey filled paintings
Rated above the average
Black and yellow stripes
Poisonous needles out of butts
Photosynthesis
Performed differently by different species
Covered up with your lies
Misjudged in the innocent eyes.

Symbolic annihilation
Instructions unclear
Misrepresented, erased from the society
Through the nested clusters of hierarchy
Complicated story but no worries darling
Keep being you, my precious bee crew.

Nutritional benefits
Advertising new products
Interruption of logical balance
Recipe for the first-rate salad
Classified as a pollination
Accumulated prior to hibernation.

There's a bear in the sea
Eating grass, does it breathe
You would know, you've been there
I've seen you with the other bears
Heart is in denial but
Supported by strong evidence
Tracked to its lair
That flower in their hair.

Just stop right there
You're not one of them
But i can be your friend
Wingless fiend, keep off your paws
Come over here and close that jaw
Promise between raw deals
Ended up as a last meal.
Silver Heinsaar May 2017
Black-eyed abnormality
Following every footstep
Tucks me in bed for the night
Watching over while i'm asleep
Another nightmare entering dreams
Sickening images which seem so real
Killing intent surges beyond my control
All that's left is this blood soaked tongue
Wondering what's the color of your eyes now

Split their head open to witness the saturation
Curiosity of a demon that resides within you
Visible to those who didn't know any better
Believed they could reconstruct what i am
Should have ran and never looked back
Now your eyes are remaining empty
Forever regretting our meeting
Until your heart stops beating
Dissatisfied with the ending
Silver Heinsaar May 2017
We create ideals to fantasize
About the things we can't have
Just to disappoint ourselves
When nothing goes as planned
And if there's anything you've learned from
It's that you need to stop yearning for the perfection
The feeling of protection always surrounding us
Yet we're still moving towards the wrong direction
Because others have gone there but you're unaware
Only selected few can succeed, the rest will bleed
Stakes are too high to be worth taking
Haven't you experienced enough heartbreaking
Lower those expectations
Buy a ticket for a stable future
Meet them at the next station
Everything will turn out smoother.
Silver Heinsaar May 2017
Dipping toes into water which is cold, spoiled milk not water, know your expiration dates, late night drinks in a bathtub, literally chilling, why is it cold.
Royal butler, hand me that towel, do my nails while you're at it, no, not my hands, my toes i said, how useless can one be, just make some hot tea.
Dry tea, dry hands, swollen hands and tongue on fire, so hot but oh, so cold, temperature must be broken.
All my servants are useless, moved by money, piece of paper but when burned, still cold, can't eat nor drink.
Everyone's fired, only incompetence can be compared to this water, no fish can live there, no wishes can come true.
I'm not spoiled, milk is, poured the whole tank full of it, better drink, become one with the sea, lifeguards won't come to rescue.
Become the amphibian you are, see if anything wet can be found, plenty money to give, just find someone new but enough was done.
Pride got bigger of the better, rule was over, bathing in money but nothing to spend on, drunk from authority, no self capability
Falling asleep, it's salty and hardening, get me out, completely frozen but no one came.
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