When you're lost
show the boss
who you are
Go far
not in your car
on your feet
far from defeat
Go deep into your heart
that's who you are
not me
not you
You know what to do
yet
at the same time, you don't
well look
You know what to do
you cry
you lie about all the hurt
Well
I miss you and what we used to do together
forever
ha
You are not them
you are you
now what are you going to do
Lie?
now look where that got you
nowhere
with little care
for those who love you
now what will you do
die
well goodbye.

1 He picked up the gun
2 What did they do
3 What has happened to me
4 He kicked open the door
5 None are still alive
6 He had to get his fix
7 We all went to heaven
8 What is this hate you create
9 They water down the crime
10 He only killed 10 but injured millions

Dear, my plus size diary you let me in and push others out although they try to break you down to find our secrets you will always stay close to me some say that you are full of too many secrets to that you need to lose secrets to look normal and you tell them you are so sick of being ******* normal you  like being your self but the put you in a box that they hide at the top of the closet under *******, lies, diets, And bingeing and purging  I lose the diary that I want they call me a diary chaser and do it well until my body swells to the point that I've changed I loved you and my soft plush diary and I miss that diary that I first met this is why I close this story how I do I ******* miss you.

Love is love
life is life
so what if he doesn't have a wife


Roses are red
Violets are blue
If you call me fat I will **** you



I rise like the sand
To face only one man

Hate is passion
Here take action


Be more like a lady
until you drive yourself crazy



Act like man
So that you will never understand
But you will still be a man.

I see the hate in your words
Why do you do this to me
I want your kiss that I miss
You answer to my love with
Hate I may **** you with my

Heart but my heart is becoming
Black like tar from the hate you
You create
I ask will you marry me
With my dark deadly heart

Then you push me into the
The wall and kiss me and bring me back in like a tide
I **** you with love
Yet you turn into a lovely dove of acceptance
That my heart is begging for but  

You go to a new lover
I **** you with my body
Yet you use me as a place your darkest desires
You push me down were I smile with a frown
Am I toy too you or am I your love or nothing

Now you **** me with your hate of me I take off my engagement ring
And I follow my body and I cheat on your with my secret love you are
Not mine anymore your lovers love so don't come back for me

I'm alone and
Happy
I hate you, my love,  we are not meant to be you are sick and I'm well you are evil I'm good
Will you **** me no or torture me with your love I hope you rot in

hell you evil being
You have held me back for too long now I’m in charge what the ******* have you did to me
That is the story of my heart.

Baby Baby maybe
We will find love again
Far down the line of
A thing called love maybe  
We will feel that kiss on

Our hearts that will bring
Us out of the dark
Out of the dark

Baby Baby Baby
Do you love me I
See you with another
Man in my house
I see you kiss him places
You have not kissed me in
Years Are we meant to be?



Baby Baby Baby, you drive me
Crazy you accuse me of giving away
My love but I see you do it all the time
What did I do for this love I try to push
Away but you pull me in like a tide does
A fish you kiss me then you slap me
And call me a broken man.


Baby Baby, maybe you will **** me
before I do myself I call you the queen of a
Place called hell I hate the way you ****** me
I'm sorry for this love I, sorry but you will
Always be my baby.