Outside
I can breath
I can feel the air
against my pale skin
the wind swirls around me
blowing my hair in my face
I breathe in a deep breath
a breath of happiness
The only thing that
would make this any better
is to be here with you
Come with me to this warm place
this relaxing island above the clouds
If only I could take you here
to this outside place
far away from everything
This place of trees
grass
and sun
So why don't you join me
*In this outside paradise

so
the only
thing to do
is to travel up
going farther faster
going nowhere but only
only you know where you have
gotta go, and now, since you are here
at the bottom. with me. just go. the only way
If you hit Rock Bottom, the only way you can go
Is UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP Up

a whisper
"Goodbye"
You walk away
leaving me to my dreams
my hopes
my wandering mind
Yet I am still here
I'm still standing
where you left me
on that cold rainy night
And sometimes
I wish for you to return
so you can knock me
back down to the dust
where I belong
but no
I'm still here
I'm still standing
on my golden perch
high above you
At the top of the hierarchy
But it doesn't feel this way
I feel lower
so why don't you
come back
and hurt me
until I die
because that's the only way
I'll stay down
below you
so **** me
otherwise
I'll remain here
on my golden perch
Standing
So,
why not?
**** me.