I'm too strong for you, that is the one thing
that will never have me doubt my self worth
You thought you could tear me apart but I won the battle which was the greatest thing given to me on planet earth

Life's too short to surround yourself
with toxic people who live to ruin someone's day.

Don't worry dear
Soon will be a year
You will think of them, shrug  
and won't shread one single tear

I scream internally and laugh out loud
Welcome  to  my  life  you must be  so proud

They say that the past is in the past, what they say is true but it never exactly fades for you. You don't do what you want when the voice of the person who brought you down lingers in your brain, as you still hear the angry footsteps stomping up the stairs even when you know they're no longer there. That rechid angry face still lingers your mind, you expect a harsh word or strike from anyone so kind, you learn to rely on yourself, you know that no one will show compassion, believe you or lift a finger to help. You close yourself off from the world feeling rejected by society, you were told that you were worthless
It hurts just as worse when they cut your skin while shirtless. Try and make your life at ease, grow older, step out of your comfort zone because you're the one to please.

I'm just a rose growing from a pile of dirt
I'm still budding, you haven't seen the beautiful part of me.

You can't turn back time
You'll soon come to realize
That those precious memories
Aren't worth a dime.

Someone you've known for over a year
Can easily stab you in the back without warning, while someone you met last month may not do  such a thing so be warned, time means nothing to a cold soul.

Your insults still linger through my brain adding more to my  personal pain. Creating no worth, just jabs at my self doubt so take your presence to the next route.