Somebody once asked me
Why do adults like to watch cartoon movies
And i replied
It was never about being childish
It was about growing up
That once we watched those movies
We'll walk down the memory lane
And be a child again
It's about knowing too much
That we realize
That these happy ever after will never happen
And that movies always let you see that ending that we kept looking for

I open my eyes
And i'm looking down on this bathroom floor
And look up to see someone else
Who are you?

The silence is comforting
But the thoughts is killing me
Let me hear your voice
To stop the noise
That has been draining
Every part of me

It's 3 am
And all I think about is you
Are you sleeping well?
I guess I won't really know
Cause you're far away from me

I'm having a hard time letting you go
But were you even mine?

Can you give me a chance?
To hold you tight
I can't even see a glimpse of you
Guess I was never enough for you

Scrolling through my phone
All i see is pictures of you
Blinding lights
Are you still you

You’re perfect smile
Heavy nights
Are you tired?
Cause no one knows the real you

Empty words
Was anything you said, is true?
I never questioned it regardless
Because I still want you