The past is catching up to me.
I'm living in my head again.
I'm trying to forget it
but it's all you left me with.

I'm trying to move on from you
I'm trying to be happy too
but its so hard to escape the truth
Because it's all you left me with.

I wonder how your doing still
I try to fight it with all my will
But I can't forget the happy times
Because it's all you left me with.

I seem to be out of my mind
for loving all the painful times
but it's easy to remember you
Because it's all you left me with.

Hold on, to your horses boys
I'm trying to make my mind up
I've been played so many times before
In this game of love or luck
And the knife hurts when you draw blood
I might be tough, but not much
let you touch me, it's a rush
Let you hold me, it's enough
If you hurt me, I'll show you
What it feels like to be lower
than life

I imagine that things are fine.
I keep a memory trapped in my mind.
of the wishes I made to you.
To keep the focus on love when it blooms.
Can you breathe in the air, of the lust that we spend, wasting in outer space?
Disconnected in so many difficult ways.
Why are you so far away in the morning?
Why is this day never ending.
I am pretending something else
I thought it was a nightmare
but no, you still aren't here.
I wish I wish I wish so bad.
Somethings we could erase.

I believed in your every breath.
I keep your promises treasured in my head.
I feel your heart beating while i'm trapped in my own dreams
Can you wish a little harder.
Maybe then it wont be so bad...
I still imagine that things are fine.
Will you imagine it too inside your mind
Can you escape the pain when you sleep
I will love you infinitely.