Sometimes i feel so alone that i talk to myself
About what it will feel like when i'm finally saved from the darkness
This darkness you ask
I do my best to keep it locked away
Although like any secret it will always escape
Always someone who's willing to unleash the burden
This burden i speak of are my explosive tendencies
They keep me trapped
Locked inside myself are demons who show no fear
Demons that once unleashed are uncontrollable
Fed from anger and depression
Motivated by hatred and oppression
These demons are only held back by a weakening infrastructure
When unleashed these demons deal unspeakable damage.
Damage that once dealt is rarely replaceable
Friendships dismissed
Property demolished
Mentality is lost
Can you save me from myself?

Days pass by like a speeding train
Fast on its path and hard to derail
Till someone comes by and interferes
Trains do one thing and that's move
Sometimes a bit hard getting started
But once it happens it's a tank in motion
So what happens to a derailed train
hundreds of thousands of pounds
all coming to an abrupt halt
Crushing anything in its path
A once solid steel unstoppable vehicle
Now slowly slides to a halt
The dust has been stirred
Clouds are rolling
leaving all affected by its derailment
Lightly covered in dust
To all who have been afflicted i'm sorry
Why am i sorry you may ask
I am the train.
Metaphorically That is
not once ounce of the pain i caused was intentional.
I'd just like you all to know

Gotta study fast
Not ready for this test
To many hits of ******
An Shayna's sittin next to me
Shes gonna do good
Shes not from the hood
This test is so crazy
Dwamn am i lazy
All these answers hazy
While im just pushin daisies
Gonna eat a paistry
Mhmm it is so tasty
My memory is back
Everything was all so black
Writing in this class
Man i hope i pass.
Shayna is real sweet
And maybe so is Pete
Molly is my friend.
She really makes me bend