My love for you is poison.
Very similar to the poison iv'e ingested tonight
Thoughts of us will constantly replay in my mind.
But with my abusive tendency and your addictive personality it would never work.
We shoulda just strayed friends from the get go.
you are my everything.
you fulfill my need for compassion
But you lack in the department of empathy.
we click like a seat belt.
you just cant admit to yourself your true feelings.
but im a human being who has lost strength through the struggles of love
living a lie
living in a constant wait.
but if that's how you feel then that's how it must be, ill just struggle my way through a real heartbreak.
personally. i don't think it was real on your part.
but i just wanted to say, sorry i wasted my time on you. i fear you'll always be n my heart
ive fallen into this binge.
do you still love me? can you save me?
these is my final words to you. as if you'll ever find them.
your not a person at all
just a pill.
im nodding off. this isnt a poem.
its a cry for help..
i need help and just had to vent. sorry site if this inst what you wanna see at all. i just need saved.
Inebriated. honesty at its most true
Don't remember writing this this morning...
For the majority of my life I've been cared for by my parents.
Now i'm all alone trying to do this on my own
Fending for myself
Got me feeling stressed out
Popped to many Xanax
Bout to pass out
Just hit the couch and i'm startin to black out
How many did i do again?
I think i lost count
Stomachs feeling week
Feelin like i'm at the peak
Don't wanna come down
I'm so sick of the frown
Depression at its worst
Thinking that im gonna burst
Tired of being the clown
Now im searching for the crown
I wrote this in my stay in a mental institute.
Scars last forever
But pain does not
Some cats are clever
While others are not
Sometimes i feel lonely
Occasionally i'm great
People are so phony
So lets just celebrate
Hate is a strong emotion
So please just keep the peace
My life's in constant motion
Sometimes we need release
I wrote this during my stay in a mental institute
I'd die for your kiss
The connection is surreal
To bad your not real
When i see you my heart melts
But how do you feel when you see me
I used to think we were just friends
Now i see were thick and thin
Two hearts of gold?
Or souls of coal?