i make it hard to love me. i pull away when i need someone most. i act like i’m fine so no one will see how badly i’m not. i say sorry for things that aren’t wrong, just so no one leaves.
i want love but i don’t know how to hold it. i’m scared of being too much and not enough at the same time.
i wish hard things didn’t scare me. i wish i could try without unraveling. i wish effort didn’t feel like failure, and failure didn’t feel like the end of me.
i want to do hard things and still like who i am. i want to struggle without falling apart.
The distance between us is sending grief my way Yet it wont last for as long as they say We'll both grow up and we'll figure this out Neither of us will hold on to doubt We'll sing songs And we'll dance It wont be long Until we are holding hands And the melodies of our love song Will fill all the lands Together we'll say Welcome to this glorious day In which I'll see your beautiful face
I often feel empty inside And It feels like nothing has the ability to fill me Almost like the sea without water or the sky without clouds I wait and I wait for something that can help But I still feel unimportant