You told me I was all you'd ever need.
Was I though? Was I really if the second you got you moved on. You never looked back. You didn't care if I was about to die of pain. You never freaking cared. I hate you with everything inside of me. I hate you for breaking me when you knew how bad I was already broken. You knew everything. Even things that I wouldn't tell a soul and you used it to your advantage. You used it act like I needed to figure myself out. Maybe your right about that maybe I need to check my standards because you set the bar so low it touched hell. I cared about you, but not anymore. You changed the way I look at love and because of you lts hard for me to even tell someone that I love them. You are pathetic and I pity you for everything that you've done to me. In the end that still won't bother you though. It won't be enough to make you change. I hope that all the pain you caused me comes back and knocks you down. I hope that it's so much heartache that you question your ability to stand again. And I desperately hope that your heart breaks. Because we both know how idiotic you've been. but you won't admit to your faults. It wasn't until the end of our relationship when I found out how you truly felt. Everything I told you about my trauma you discarded like it was trash. You used it to hurt me worse. And if anybody wants to tell me I'm wrong and they have a problem with what I'm saying that's Their issue not mine. I hope that your new girlfriend comes to realize she's dating a little boy who hasn't matured. Who hasn't grown up enough to respect people. You need to get yourself in Check before someone does it for you. I promise that when that time comes your mommy won't be there for you to go running back to. So next time you wanna break a girls heart just because you know you can, rethink your decisions. You only think you've seen crazy, but I promise that this crazy can easily turn into insanity real quick.