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Cameron Feb 2019
I'm rotting Father,
don't you see?
Can't you see the life fading away?
I think I'm dying Father.
Not long now till I'm gone for good.
Cameron Feb 2019
Life is beauty and pain
Either side can overwhelm us.
We must find balance within our selves to give us the strength to bear the burden of our own conscience.
Cameron Jan 2019
I am. Afraid.
I am afraid of getting any older, and still accomplishing nothing of note.
I am afraid that I will let my family down.
I am. Afraid.
I am afraid that I am wasting my time.
I am afraid that I will alienate the people I love.
I am afraid I will lose them.
I am. Afraid.
I am afraid that I am dishonest with myself.
I am afraid that there are sides of me that I can't control.
I am afraid that I will change for the worst and not be the best version of myself.
I am. Afraid.
I am afraid if I bite my tongue anymore it will fall off.
I am. Afraid.
Cameron Jan 2019
My favorite
songs are the ones
that make me forget
what silence sounds like.
Cameron Jan 2019
Totally unsure of next steps
Goals - Attainable?
Family - Pain?
Life - worth?
Cameron Jan 2019
A glass, half full
Slides down the wooden surface
and sits comfortably in your hand.

A new glint in your eye,
as the jazz band plays
and the old patron snuffs out another cigarette

Something like hope it seems.

A new urge to fulfill the pursuit of happiness,
funny that it was born in such an unsuspecting place.

I guess it's true what they say about clouds and silver linings,
just a shame it had to wait till now.
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Cameron Dec 2018
It's that time of year again.
My head in my hands.
Thinking about what progress I've made.

Nothing.
The end is near.

I just want to burst into tears, but I can't seem to manage.
Even that, I can't do.
A disappointment.

But I want to live.

There are things I want to do,
So many things.

So

I'll keep going,
Even if it's painful
Even if it's hard

I'll keep going.

For me.
So I can become the person I want to be.
Because if I don't do that, no one else will.

I will keep.
Going.
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