In the end it won’t matter
In the end nothing will
For in the end, there will be no more
Everything will be over
For that is the end

The world gave me flowers
And I crushed them with my feet
The world gave me sunshine
And I hid beneath my sheets
The world gave me laughter
And I cried myself to sleep
The world gave me air
And I filled my lungs with smoke
The world gave me water
And I consumed myself with poison
The world gave me freedom
And I enslaved myself to habits
The world gave me chances
And I threw most all away
The world gave me calm
And I turned my life to chaos
The world showed me comfort
And I feared it weren’t true
The world offered me forgiveness
And I am eternally grateful for its gifts

The acidity rises and burns
Like so many daggers
My heart races and skips
With each tiny stab
It pulses through my body
Tingling my skin
My throat constricts
My mind slowly slips
My mouth can no longer speak
My body’s growing weak
I try to count
I try to calm down

One
Two
Three
Breathe


One

Two

Three

Breathe


It won’t last, it won’t last

Your face is a map of all the places you've been
The times that you've spent and the things that you've seen
Heavily they weigh, etching creases in your skin
I want to trace them to your heart and find a way in

I gave myself to the moon
To be closer to the sun

With kind eyes and a gentle smile
He peered into my soul and apologized for the sadness he found inside