I won't be enough
I can feel the end already
I can see the uncertainty floating around inside
I can sense the coming disinterest in his voice
I can see the looming dissatisfaction in his eyes
I can feel the doubt planting itself firmly in the back of his mind
He might hold on for comfort or convenience
He might drag it out until there aren't any excuses to stay
And the emptiness and disappointment I bring him will become impossible to deny
I'll sit beside him with knots in my stomach, as uneasy thoughts riddle my mind
I'll shake and cry and wonder if I'll ever be enough
I'll be angry at myself and my lack of appeal
My neediness will consume the space between us
Until theres only tension left
And our minds won't be sharp enough to cut it
We'll be dull and wasted
And we'll wonder where things went wrong
When we both knew it all along
That I was never going to be enough