I know it is not easy
I know it is not clean
I understand it can be hard a lot
Trust me I know it's true

And for some of you
You believe you can never be happy
And to you it may be true

But instead of trying to fix it by,
Picking up that blade
Making it hurt more
Bruising the wound until
it finally overflows

You should smile a little
I know it sounds cliche
But as science concludes
Smiling can make you happier
Or it can delude

So don't stuff it down
Where no one can see
It's still good to feel
God trust me

Even though I don't have faith
I still know we will all live with eternal grace

Leeches feed off of others
Of of the things you build
Of of your misery
These aren’t normal leeches
They are people leeches
They are human beings
But they are manipulative
So be aware
They come in the most harmful forms
They can hide like no other
They seem like the best friend
Like the best thing that ever happened
So       aware    the            they
      Be           of      things          do
People they see
Find the leach before it finds you

So bitter
As you insult me,
Try to ruin me,
It’s all in vain,
As you play the victim,
But hear me,
When the time comes
You are the true victim
No one will believe you.

There is this girl who lights up my life
I wish she would stop picking up that knife

If she trys to go and starts fading fast
I will be in extremis
I will panic and scream and cry
And beg for someone to help me
Help me make it to her in time
Help me get rid of thise lines

If she ever leaves me I will be dejected,
Depressed,
Downcast,
Miserable,
I would blame myself for it all,
I will be closed of,
and maybe even on the brink of death,
But If she does leave me on this Earth alone
I wouldn't know were to go;

Once torn
Twice hit
Three times betrayed
Four lost sleep
Five cut
Six running
Down to my spine
A cold gust of air
Seeping through my lungs
It’s all rushing through and
It gets so loud I can’t even think!
They talk They talk.
They scream and cry
And it’s all me I know

But now it’s Quite

The Quiet before the storm
Counting up to the moment
When it all falls down