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Lillith May 2019
I used to be so sensitive
I guess I cannot say
Cuz now I’m no longer such a way

Now I have turned rock hard
My heart has turned to stone
Cuz all my walls are  built up
and will no longer let you through

But now my stone is aching
My heart is nearly breaking
My lungs are collapsing
I am now relapsing

My head is filled with thoughts
Your feelings are not one
All that I think or feel
is now again concealed

Hidden away so no one can see
My words are now spitballing
I’m talking so fast I can barely breath
I’m falling, falling, falling
Into a darkness so great
I can’t break

All I can do is once again
Sit here doing nothing, nothing, nothing
With a never ending rhyme
And once again I must go back into my cave
Lillith May 2019
Burn,
   Burn,
        Burn,
The fire burns away
Burn,
      Burn,
            Burn,
For you can no longer stay
You can no longer perlong
The pain you have inflicted
On a being once vindictive
Burn,
      Burn,
           Burn,
The fire sings it’s anteint song
For you can no longer perlong
Burn,
      Burn,
            Burn,
As fire dances away
Cuz  now it’s here to stay
As the water washes it away
Lillith May 2019
How could you?
How could you come in here and do this
How could you make me so inhuman
How could you let me sit here and rip my heart out of my chest
Just so you could get some rest.
Away from it all our head,
Is no longer were I rest
But you sit there laughing  
Laughing at me saying
“THIS IS PATHETIC!”
And your smile is the best part
It tips me to the edge
shatters me again
Makes my heart drop
Makes my head stop
It shakes me to my very core
You promised you would be my door
But in the end all it says
How could you again.
Lillith May 2019
I will only write this ONce
My note is now gone
I can no longer rhyme
for the time has come to flip a dime
Because my heart is racing  
KEEP THE WALLS UP!
They are falling down
I can’t  say  
I’m writing so fast
My mind can’t grasp
The scream won’t unleash
I can’t find my leash
Where does it stop
I’m yelling
trying to find you
Why can’t you hear me
I can’t find you
It’s dark again
I’m being swallowed
The monster is yawning
It’s waking up
Someone help
It’s chasing me
It might pull me back
I can’t go back
To that world that hurts so bad
I will not comply
I will not comply
I will not comply
Look what you made me
a beautiful  monster
I can’t let go
I won’t let go
Hold on!
I scream as much as i can
Why can’t you hear me!
I’m falling
Leaving
I can’t go back ]
I won’t go back
my lungs collapse and i cant breath
I can’t move i'm frozen in time
I'm still falling and i scream
Please
Help Me

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