i think im going crazy
trying to hold on to the truth
the truth when its  being forced into
hiding because of all the lies. im trying
so hard not to cry, because he broke
me again, again for the millionth time
i dont know how to take it . should i cry?
should i get mad? its so hard to make a decision
when ive been here before what is there left for me
i cant keep doing this, i know im supposed to stay strong
but how can i?

im holding on with one last breath
trying to stay strong for her
my sweet little Isabella
my adorable little sister
every time i cry she always asks if im OK
and that makes me want to cry more
cause i know that im not OK
i continue to lie to her and tell her
that im fine when im really not
i just want to take one last breath and end it all