My sister, my best friend, my other half

You’re the first person I come to when something is wrong
You always listen even if it takes so **** long

Whenever we fight I feel contrite
But no matter what we will always be alright

We always end up talking about the things that we miss
We talk for hours and reminisce

We are two but we stand as one
Without you I don’t know what I’d do
No one compares to you

I love you!

My sister, my best friend, my other half

This darkness never goes away
It follows me around everyday
I pray to god every night before I lay
And ask him to take my misery away

I’m so lost and I’m longing to be found
I’m screaming but there’s no sound
No one seems to care
They just give me blank stares

I’m tired of living in fear, I wish the light was near
Get me out of this atmosphere
And maybe things wouldn’t be so unclear
I don’t want to be here another year
I’m sick of all these tears, aren’t you my dear

This darkness never goes away
It follows me around everyday
I pray to god every night before I lay
And ask him to take my misery away

Drug free is the life I want to lead
Strong and healthy is the way I want to be
Never will I end up to be another druggie

I am above the influence

I don’t need drugs to have fun or to come undone
I don’t need toxins to fill my lungs
I don’t need drugs to fit in or to stay thin
I don’t need drugs to make my head spin

I am above the influence

Drug free is the path I want to take
Another morning I want to awake
Not live day by day making mistakes

**I am above the influence

I just want to feel
I need to feel alive

I just want to feel
I need to feel out of reach

I just want to feel
I need to feel loved

I just want to feel  
I need to feel something more

I just want to feel
I need to feel change

I just want to feel
I need to feel happiness

I just want to feel
I need to feel

I hate how I say today is the day
I will change but I never do
I am starting to believe I won’t ever make it through
I will remain the same

I don’t want to be awake
I’d rather sleep in
I don’t want to face my problems
That’s too much to take in

I am losing my grip
Everything slips right through my hands
When will the day come
When I say enough is enough
I will change and I will not remain the same

Take me back to the days
When I couldn’t wait to wake up

Take me back to the days
When my universe was around toys

Take me back to the days
When I didn’t care about boys

Take me back to the days
When I loved to play outside

Take me back to the days
When I loved to dance in the rain

Take me back to the days
When I couldn’t wait for winter to come

Take me back to the days
When school never felt like a chore

Take me back to the days
When I didn’t care how I looked or what I wore

Take me back to the days
When I had no worries

Take me back to the days
When the world seemed fair

Take me back to the days
When everyone appeared to be a friend

Take me back to the days
When I wasn’t shy or scared

Take me back to the days
When I was excited about the littlest things

Take me back to the days
When I knew who I was

Take me back to the days
When I knew what I wanted to be

I need to escape
I want to get away from this place
Bury my head in my hands
And just let the tears fall from my face

I want to runaway
From everything and everyone
Leave without a trace
And never look back at this place