Beautiful billy
Wish you didn’t have a tag punched through your ear
Wish you weren’t strapped and attached
Wish you weren’t Zooted and booted
Wish you weren’t locked and loaded
But that the path that’s been chosen
Red or blue
Blue or red
Guns twirling and gang signs flying
You’re just another body
Sheet covered
In the street
Lying

So much change
In my heart
In my day
So happy
With you gone
Is that wrong to say

I am
Too old
To be
Falling
In love
With a
“P-I-M-P”

It’s not that I don’t want you
It’s just that I can’t have you
You can’t do more than fight
You just can’t face the hard truth
And I wasn’t right
I can’t make an excuse
I think that you’re alright
But I just can’t trust you
Me and you wasn’t right
I won’t try to argue
I know when I **** up
I knew I couldn’t have you
But don’t think that it’s right
How I made your heart bruise
I know that we were tight
But I just wasn’t right though

Bravo
Look at that empty bottle of Of
Look at the table
So immaculate
And quirrrrrky
So... you
And you’re so...
Lonely
Distract distract distract
You’re special
Remember?
The town that kicked you out because of your voice and hair and and and mannerisms now treasures you for being so.... you.
So... quirrrrky
So... lonely

Pink socks
And bows
Silly ******

I like to watch my head spin
Out of body
Experience
My anger takes me there
Through a sandstorm
With a heartbeat like mine
Slapping mad slicing and gritting
My eyes