A gun to my head
The barrel in my mouth
With my finger
On the trigger
And a white wall
I will paint
With the color of my blood
As the is trigger pulled
And the bullet flies
My blood and pain
Covers the wall red

Love for you
Is love for another
A battle I have
Between lust and love
Is my only temptation
Do I fall to you
Or rise up
To love another day
The love for you
Isn’t love at all

A winner
Will be the out come
A race between
Love and lust
When one feeling is stronger
The other loses
A battle between good and evil
The outcome
Will be broken
A heart torn in two
One half love
And the other lust
The heart will earn
For a hand
To lay in
A hand of love
With a tinder louch

You said you would help
You would be here
You would show me
Right from wrong
Help me grow up
Show me the meaning of life
But you never did
You left and never came back
A sorry truth
To the one you said
That you loved the most

The day has come
For me to go
On another adventure
This time with out you
The time will pass
And go by slow
Till the day
I come back home
I must go
I’ll be gone for awhile
I love you from now
Till I see you once again

The pain I give
Can’t be taken
The life I have
Will be forsaken
The ones I lost
Have been mistaken
The ones I have
Will be forgiven
The sadness I have
Will still happen
The help I give
Is never wanted
The pain I give
Will stay
The scars I left
Will never be given
The love once given
Is never enough
To the pain I have given

’m stuck
No where to go
You keep me here
Not wanting me to leave
Holding me against my will
Not letting me leave
Be on my own
I want to leave
And break free