I sit with death
On my mind
What’s the last
Thought you think
Will you cry tears of joy
Or blood of pain
So I sit and think
Of my last thought
Will I cry tears of joy
Or will my eyes
Be filled with hate
And blood of black
Will I die at my hands
Like the one before me
Or at the hands of another

I saw you once more
Last night you came
You hugged me
Last night I saw you
Last night I think I finally let you go
Last night you said
I love you
I’m sorry
Last night I let you go in

Here I stand
A broken man
Held down
Pinned in the corner
Your words beating me
Me head throbbing
Wanting to cry
Wishing I had blood
Pouring from my wrist
My body laying on the floor
With you starring at my lifeless eyes
Knowing what you pushed me too

Silence
Is all I hear
When I sit in my room
Sit in the dark
Sit in the quiet
My eyes see red
From the blood I bleed
My body covered in black
From the demons I have
And my eyes cry rivers
To fill the valley’s in my heart

A blade in my hand
The deeper I push
The more the pain
Fear
Terror
Heartbreak
We eyes are wet
Stained black
With fear of the past
Deep in my soul is a cry
A cry for help
The deeper
The harder
The more it flows out
Cut through I am now free
Free to be me
Without you