I most assuredly deserved it not
In my dismay, time ceased to exist
The revelry caught me up to heavens yonder

I'm not sure, it is small,yet it matters so
Everyday when I can, I watch,
yet, while nothing has changed,
the light in my eye has never been.

I get the feeling I am little,again
Some sting in my eyes,
my vision blurs
Yea,from afar, I know I'll break

Arising,shaking myself to control
Thank you for listening to me, I say to her and walk away

look up. see
lift your hands.rejoice
a new hope,undying, unfading
warming up to you
desiring to blanket you
that you forget the hurt
bruised bandaged heart,
the cold callousness cast yesterday
today liberated from cruelty
offering you a peace pie,
pacify the prowling beast of rage and regret.
Come over to joy peace and love divine

As I sit here,
  For you to hear
Got to lean in the closer
  Away with the fears of years
   Love's meaning long forgotten
     Deep in my heart it's well written
       Preserved in archaic purity across ages
        The ring of my voice has    it embedded
          Don't go, don't keep off, listen in  hard
            The old devices of mine loving at hand
            Will remind you what a thing it is
       The warmth of its presence ablaze
    Stumbling blocks to ground raze
  Wave the dark dawn to oblivion
Glorious morn of love unfold
It is as simple,*Stay

These time of times
Waking up to nothingness
Hollow with emptiness
Go on anyway
The excruciating pain pierces
And then,nothing makes sense
You still can go on somehow
Is it lost innocence?
Unsolved bitterness?
Go on this way
Confess Profess Bless.
Forgiven,peace will reign in your conscience
Your tongue will bless you to bliss
Forgiving, O from shouldering the burden you'll cease
A new you please raise.
That glow on your face,
Please let it stay

Looking into those blazing eyes
Some flickers of cool steady studying
Worse is the latter
Unwavering,for this course to hold
No shifting,fidgeting
Deriving a strange feeling of...pride?Excitement?
Depends
Compassion?Reconsideration?
Had they known better!
Pain is ultimate-humane
Looking into the growing spherical cumulations,
obscuring vision and then dripping.
Slowly.Burning.
Hey!With a bolt!
No way!
No way back
Brushing the dirt,
turning around,walking away.
It was worth.
Head up. Thumb up.

Gloom