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Bodowzski Jun 2017
From records to cassettes, CDs to Blu-rays.
Jam Master Jay to Jay, from NWA to Kanye.
From white tees to peacoats,
Nikes to Reeboks.
From durags on hoodrats,
From gang signs to hangtimes.
From brothers who spent time,
To those who spat rhymes.
Mad love to whose who spent time on their grind.
I'm part of the Foundation, they call me the blueprint.
You're welcome to walk the talk, if the
shoe fits.
No-one admitted to putting the game to shame,
So who did?
I'm asking one more time, so who did?

I'm trying to hack away the chains that bind so tightly to this game.
But when I'm done, someone else will put the clasp on her wrists again.
Feels like I need to get her sins pardon by the president.
Nothing has ever been
The same. Ever since
Hip Hop was incarcerated, I had been
grieving ever since.
She is on the death row.
Death crowed,
every night.
Scythe in hand, still by the window.
She ain't fazed, though.
Got jumped more times than a trampoline.
Point blank with a 5.4".
With her eyes closed,
She heard Icewater
in her mind, soul.
Her eyes watered,
as she let go.
Bodowzski Jun 2017
Life is beautiful they say, sprinkled with fairy dust.
But I'm a pessimist, sceptic, so it's just prolly rust.
Nothing is forever, but folly
does
Steal every **** second from your hourglass.
Life is short, I'm gonna have a
blast.
****, I'm gonna just do it cause nothing ever lasts.
I'm going through lots of changes, changes I never asked for.
If you're asking me to stay, I say I'm gonna let go.
If you think that's cold,
well girl,
You haven't felt it when my
hell froze.
Life is also a *****, that's why I call him an *******.

The moon asked me if I missed you and I just said no.
The stars just chuckled but I believed that they know.
Listen to the whispers of your heart, it's prolly faint though.
If you can hear it, I will be waiting on the other end
of the ******* rainbow.
Bodowzski Jun 2017
I figured sleep will be a tolerable darkness,
But deep sleep eludes me.
I'm conscious of my thoughts,
As I lay "asleep".
I've been playing jigsaw of my life,
With the wrong pieces.
And then wondered why I felt incomplete.
I'm in a really dark, bad place.
Something like Insidious but darker.
I really don't wanna be me right now.
So excuse me, if I'm not me right now.
I welcomed darkness like an old friend.
But I never knew a friend could be so cold.
I closed my heart so I can't feel.
But I never knew void is pitch ******* black.
Bodowzski Jun 2017
This is our farewell.
You lost me, probably forever.
You ignited the fire to my life's hell.
I shall see you never.

This is our goodbye.
As you say hello to your new lover.
I can't find another tear in my eyes.
I shall see you never.

This is our au revoir.
Time for you to cherish it forever.
And I stand on the rocky couloir.
I shall see you never.
Bodowzski Jun 2017
Troopers invading peaceful nations, waving their country's flag.
We condemn these immoral actions, but we let these effects stack.
A thousand deaths today, no mathematical formula to predict tomorrow's.
We don't let our emotions sway, there's no way to understand their sorrow.

Shaking our heads in disagreement when we witness war on the news.
But that's all we do, then move on cause we can never walk in their shoes.
Our hands are shackled, noble notions suppressed by justified fear.
Hearts are clear, minds haggard, away from justice we steer.


Mothers standing at doorways, sons run the streets with AKs from fallen soldiers.
Fathers run the streets looking for their sons with AKs from fallen soldiers.
Mothers standing at the graves, of daughters who were bombed in their sleep.
They will stand at cemeteries filled with families and then it's vengeance that they seek.


Mortar shells decorated the cities, armies on killing sprees.
Citizens starving, and bullets filled their stomach brutally.
Children thirsty, had their fill from their mothers' lacrimal sac.
Scavengers scavenged on, survival riding on their backs.


I could protest purposely, anti-propaganda policies on picket signs.
I could rally a demonstration, but I know I will be the only one in line.
Jail journeys insufficient for the ****** and rotten, houses wrecked and families broken.
So don't blame me, cause my faith in us is lost, we are a lost cause, these monstrosities will never ever be forgotten.
Bodowzski Jun 2017
A sudden realisation, revelation came to light.
The grass isn't greener on the other side.
He travelled across seas and desert sands.
If only he knew, he had been watering barren lands.
The seeds won't sprout and the roots won't sink.
Nothing he did, will ever amount to anything.
His boots were worn out, blisters and toes showing,
But he trudged, in the dark, sandstorms blowing.
Teary- eyed, sand granules rained fierce on his corneas.
Wandering blind, accompanied by his own fears.
Buzzing in his ears, he no longer hear what's dear,
But what's clear, he gave up on ideals and ideas.
Cause they are not real, mirage in the heat wave.
No corner that he felt safe, so he began to dig graves.
Hid in one, till he was found by a bedouin chieftain,
In that instant, he be doing fist feints,
Caught off guard in an unfamiliar fiefdom.
Like a ****** in the university of Princeton.
He didn't need assistance, but he definitely needed help.
Like a she-wolf, lost, and looking hard for its whelp.
Not soulless, just a soul lost, for many moon days.
With His saving grace, he prayed he will be soon saved.

— The End —