So let's pretend that my personality wasn't crap
That maybe I wasn't so attracted to poems and rap
Pretend I wasn't forced to vent my feelings to a paper and pen
That maybe I could speak to others without caving in
I'm like a house of cards, and you see the grin on my face
You let out your last breath and watch it all fade
Into the darkness, my soul floats away
And I'm so sick of these creatures and that I even have to say
"These words are my own on all these letters I've made"
So let's pretend that I could help who I am
Let's pretend I even knew who I was
But it all really disgusts me because
These people aren't who they claim to be
I don't say who what I am, because I don't even know me
I don't know what they hell I'm made of
They say it's water and blood, but which one do I trust?
With water I survive, but I'll need it like an addiction
But with blood, I'll survive, but I'll create another victim
And I'm so sick of this constant circle of doubt
I don't want to be another lost soul, how do I get out?

Sometimes when I'm alone
I dream that I'm at home
And maybe one day I'll find where I belong
If my thoughts start to scream
I'll show you just what they mean
With scars amongst me, I know where I went wrong

I'm just not sure how to fix myself. I'm a broken mirror trapped in myself. I'm don't know that I can make it. It's fight or die; make or break it. If you could help me forget you, I'll help you forget me too.

I'll show you just who I am
What truly makes a man
Not just another pathetic human being
You make me think I'm broken
But you make me think that I'm useless
So how can you claim you cared at all for me

I'm just not sure how to fix myself. I'm a broken mirror trapped in myself. I'm don't know that I can make it. It's fight or die; make or break it. If you could help me forget you, I'll help you forget me too.

You don't deserve to live another day.
You don't deserve to see me again.
Never.

I'm just not sure how to fix myself. I'm a broken mirror trapped in myself. I'm don't know that I can make it. It's fight or die; make or break it. If you could help me forget you, I'll help you forget me too.

I don’t think I can explain my thoughts in this little amount of time. I’m so sick of giving my time to give a piece of my mind to these people who don’t even read between the lines. I mean, I’m not a boy who writes the same old ****. Every single day I write about a new topic, and now my candles lit and I’m about to light this wick on my brain like a dynamite stick. Today, you’ll be another outlet for me to vent *******. This’ll be as straight forward as it gets. *******. That’s it.

A human only means as much as their monetary value.

You can survive. You don't have to die. You just gotta believe in yourself to avoid your timely demise. Because what you're feeling can't be helped. I know you wouldn't wish it upon anybody else, but that's life. Yeah that's life.

One of these days when you sleep I'll admit that I am weak
But I know that I'll be alright, so just let me live my life
Because even through this unhappiness, I'll be okay
Yeah, I'll be okay.

You know that I'm right. You can pretend all like. Even if it isn't happening to you, doesn't mean I'm out of sight, and out of mind. When it finally comes around, I will be the only one to make a sound, but that's life. Yeah that's life.

"I'm the only one who gives a **** about you."
LIAR

One of these days when you sleep I'll admit that I am weak
But I know that I'll be alright, so just let me live my life
Because even through this unhappiness, I'll be okay
Yeah, I'll be okay.

Even if tonight I can't sleep.
I know you're a wreck without me.
You pushed me away.
It's your fault.

One of these days when you sleep I'll admit that I am weak
But I know that I'll be alright, so just let me live my life
Because even through this unhappiness, I'll be okay
Yeah, I'll be okay.