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Triiniity Mar 2014
It's okay to feel a little alone. It's okay to feel like no one heard. It's okay to feel a little left out, but it's not okay when it starts to hurt. It's okay to feel afraid. I'm a little scared too. It's okay to be hurting inside, because I'll be here for you.

He left you that day. I saw you mark up your wrists. You showed me every one and every one I kissed. I know that today wasn't the hardest day you'll ever go through, I know that you'll feel worse. But today was so hard for me to feel okay, because I can't find the words.

It's okay to feel upset with no way to explain. It's okay to feel this way inside, it's okay I have felt the same. It's okay to feel some pain. It's okay to be yourself. Don't let this ****** up world tell you, how to live in your hell.

I don't care who or what or where you are. I'll be here before you know; I am never far.

It's okay to think how life dealt you a bad hand. It's okay think about death. You were my first and only friend. Without you I have nothing left. It's okay to fell this way, it's okay to feel hurt. I'm just not okay, because I can't find the words.
You guys may not understand what this little poem means to me, but it does mean a lot. See, it is okay to feel. You're allowed to be happy. You're allowed to be sad. You're allowed to be mad. You're allowed to feel anything and everything. You can be full of hate and you can be full of happiness. You can forgive or you can resent.
It's okay to not be okay.
Triiniity Mar 2014
I don't want you to be another pretty face, that's stuck, in time. You told me it was such of waste; Your hand, in mine. You told me of your past, and all, your lies. You told me all the times, that you, had tried.

I'll tell you right now, that I don't care what you're gonna go through. You'll never be alone. I'll tell you right now, I'll go through it all with you. My arms, are home.
Either I die for you, or together we fall.

I don't want you to be another untold story. I'll tell, you mine. You told me that you were such a waste, of, my time. You told me how no one had ever tried, to be, your friend. I'm here to tell you that I'll be here, until, the end.

I'll tell you right now, that I don't care what you're gonna go through. You'll never be alone. I'll tell you right now, I'll go through it all with you. My arms, are home.
Either I die for you, or together we fall.

Suddenly a smile washes over your face. I can't help but think. I think your beautiful. Even the scars on your skin.

I'll tell you right now, that I don't care what you're gonna go through. You'll never be alone. I'll tell you right now, I'll go through it all with you. My arms, are home.
Either I die for you, or together we fall.
Together tonight.
Together tomorrow.
You'll never have to be alone in this sorrow.
Together we fall.
Triiniity Mar 2014
You remind me so much of myself. Rewind; back in time just to help you through hell. You sound like I do. Regretful, resentful, forgetful and full of spite. Remind me of home. Remind me of home. Remind me of home.

Just a cycle. Red walls; open eyes. They hated you then, but they sure miss you now.

Scary isn't it? Knowing that life isn't as great as they make it sound. "You're unfit. Mean, hurtful, mental. Gross all around." I'll save you time and and put myself in the ground. Remind me of home. Remind me of home. Remind me of home.

Just a cycle. Red walls; open eyes. They hated you then, but they sure love you now.

Two people in the same place. Dead before our time. Heaven within your heart, but hell with mine. Your friends hate you for leaving. But they never noticed your arms and legs bleeding. Remind me of home. Remind me of home. Remind me of my own.

Just a cycle, that can't be broken. Speak out for those who died unspoken.
Triiniity Mar 2014
Forever frozen in this space in time. What god given right let's you take away mine? You're not my creator, nor are you my savior. So what the hell do you think causes all my anger?

You're no better than me, and I know that you'll remember. My name will be as cold as mid-December. You'll get frost bite on your breath, you'll see the beauty in your death, you'll fear the sunlight like I do, and see horror in finesse.
Triiniity Mar 2014
It'd make me a little happier if the grass was a bit greener, but I can't help where it grows. You may be happy, but that's happiness I will never know. I've tried to end it all. I did it every day, because I just feel like ****. I know you know how it feels, to feel like this. But now I use my back, instead of on my wrist. But that's okay, no one would notice anyway. They'd see them, but would never say a **** thing.
This whole thing. Was just one long confession. I know that when I write this out, I'll just get one question.
"Are you okay?"
Of course I am, what else am I supposed to say?
"No, I hate myself, and I cry everyday."
I am supposed to be the man. I am supposed to be strong. But I don't know how much longer that I can go on. This hate is eating me up inside. This smile I show you, it's all just a lie. I use it to comfort myself and hide what's in my mind.
Triiniity Mar 2014
A beautiful sorrow inside a beautiful girl who never wanted tomorrow. A beautiful night to take such a beautiful life. With the slice of a knife, she turned out the lights. A story you've heard about a million times. With better punchlines, and with better rhymes. But take it from a boy, who has wanted to inch closer death. That nothing is more comforting to us, then our lovers breath. I remember thinking about my life that night, and not wanting to see the rest. But that same night I had her here, and we laid down, her head on my chest. As she left, I turned off my light. I put my head down, I owe you my life. But how can I give it to you when I don't even want to see the rest of it through?
Triiniity Mar 2014
We move on. And try not to dig up the past, but alas, we have lost our will at last. The walls have crumbled, we have to get out fast. But what's the use with no excuse to tie the noose, or light the fuse! I don't know. We just have to **** it up don't we? But don't forget who your meant to be or what you meant to me. Don't let the lies they told cover what you're meant to see. You're meant to be alive, so I won't let you live a lie. If you truly want to be gone, I'll sing my songs, just fall in my arms. Start complaining, I could listen to you talk all night long. But you refuse to, don't you? That's all because I hurt you without meaning to. I said the wrong things and I never thought of the pain that it would bring. I'm sorry. I went as far as to buy you a ring. I thought you could wear it. But you're gone now. I just have to grin and bare it. We move on and try so hard to not dig up the past. But alas, all I can say is. I know how much I hurt you at last.
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