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Triiniity Mar 2014
All I see is your name, every single day. You know I miss you, so why do you show your face? You act like you don't care, but you seem to be the only trace. The one who is more interested in my fading grace, than me is your ugly face. Don't lie to me anymore, I can see through what you said. You broke a promise, and for that I hope it breaks your head. A mental break down, while I break down this lead. Hit the breaks on the cart. Drill these sentences into your head. You know I'll break your mind because you broke my heart. You know that they'll always come back for you. You made these lights get a bit too dark to hide what's true. But how does it feel to have the lights turn out on you.
Triiniity Mar 2014
A complete and total misconception. Misconceived with another misdirection. You may misunderstand of who he is, but on the other hand, you never really knew him as a man. He was the brain behind the voice. The thought of every choice. The sound of every noise. Just because he wasn't the face of every lie, doesn't mean he wasn't there every time.
Triiniity Mar 2014
I hid my misery in apathy when actually you would never understand what it truly meant to me. This agony is atrophy and it's atrocious how anxiously you wait to push me off the balcony. I'll call that anxiety. You'll wait till I'm feeling better and laugh at me then rapidly and happily you calumny push me off the mountain peek, but my vitality has helped me survive this fatality. Then you have the audacity to think that I will accept an apology from the very first person I trusted with every part of me when you were the first person to question my loyalty? **** that, that's insanity if you think you can walk away from me and come back so casually and the way you broke my heart is a catastrophe, and when they see the damage they'll call it brutality. I'll tell you so even you will see. In all honesty, I couldn't see a better reality than one without you and me.
Triiniity Feb 2014
Travel through time and keep in mind what lessons we have learned
Back to the past
I'll make it last
I await your return
I've tried a million times
Lived a million lives
And I failed each one
I won't hurt you now
And I'm not proud of the things that I have done
But you hold my heart
We’ve got this spark
I’m not letting you turn and run
Written in the stars
My love runs to and from Mars
I’m not giving up
Just so you know
I remember our first days together
Every kiss as pure as snow
Even after the day you let me go
I just want to let you know
I promised you forever and meant it
And we knew it could only get better
I still think it could be more
You knew me down to my last letter
My heart was always yours
The kisses still linger
The stroke of your fingers
That break me to the core.
Triiniity Feb 2014
And we'll scream out tonight
I'll down another glass
Because this numbness only kicks in
When I look back at my past
I fear that tonight I might end it all
Maybe I'll even fight my final ghost
Cause these demons inside my soul
Just want what they can't have.
A death on my hands
My death in your conscious
Triiniity Jan 2014
A story where
Once again
We find ourselves
Lost in the empty lies
Broken bottles and trauma
You scream as we attentively listen
I'll be sure never to breathe a single word
But I don't know how long I won't be breathing
If you're starting to get me into your disgusting habits
Alas
I am a child of it and a product of your own addictions
So I'll follow your example down to the final point
I don't know exactly why myself to be clear
You promised to always care for me
So what I do must be right
Because if it weren't
You wouldn't
Lead me
By example
Triiniity Jan 2014
You make me sick at the sight of it
I know he’s good for you, but hell I’m a vitamin
You think I’m poison
but he’s a does of Vatican away from saying goodbye again
You’ll come crying to me like you were mine again
I could make you feel safe again
I could hold you tight
Together like a safety pin
But that’s not how this is gonna go
You’re gonna sit back and watch the show
As I let my heart unfold
And laugh at the end when you see my heart of gold
Grab it and run
Wow that was cold
This is the same old rerun
It’s getting old
Like a doves feather in the snow
You lost the only real thing you’ll ever know
I’m not here to beg whine or complain
I bet on you and I lost the game
So now the only gain I get
Is the pain of seeing you love them just the same
I can’t believe my eyes
The only thing I ever feared
Was the day I died
Without saying goodbye
But now I see the truth
I’m no longer blind
Now I see all the lies on the rise
About to hit the sky
What?
Surprised that I can finally be okay without you by my side?
It’s all part of my disguise
It’s all a lie
And I advise you not to try to get inside
You'll get trapped in this deep encrypted mind
A dangerous second to hell
All trapped in my head like a cell
These pits where I dwell
You saved me
I was gonna leave this earth
You gave me a new life
But what’s worse?
Wanting to die or living with a new curse and a different lie.

— The End —