I fall into a pool full of liqour and in it am drunk drown
Intricates me,though not to death.
Can't call for help,
My feet stuck between the corals underneath,
And I learn to coexist rather than fight back.
To breath life inside it and I embrace it.
Like a speeding train I cant jump off
Like a tik tok time bomb I already stepped on,
I burn from withing
Poetry ice cold for my resentment.

I have a beauty and a sense I treasure
Already found the perfect way to express pleasure
I look deep into my soul for eternity
For the profound guilt that I host in smile;
I look upon the transformation and I smile
Found friends and allies
Those that lied but I knew and I smiled
Burn from within but put that mask in hide
Its too much to pay attention
Smile before it got all expensive
Smile before the time comes and kneel on their knees asking for forgiveness
Smile cause that's what I learned first before words
Thank God for another day
Smile cause He assured of a brighter days
Smile cause joy cometh in the morning

The sun set and the light came
The rays rouse from the ground where it lay
Kissed the skin not yet pale
Woke up new from the old dreams
Chasing life in fantasy of the dreams last night
That had balled and life was just a mere disturbance
The reality strikes hard
This time no exception
In rules of life get hard or go home
It is just another day to find happines in shumbles
Smile to the sky, shine light on your face
Love life, be kind
Be mine and never leap to leave

I never knew how to get to you
I never knew how this could best fit
I never had clue what was
But I need to shoot my shot no matter how blind the night will be
I could be glad if it saw some light
So I decide to write a letter...
May be now I could reach n search n find the words that fit perfectly, though so light,
In this words I'll speak my intentions and more
I would like to see the future in this but Imma keep it close
I see forth the benefits of this
So I search for words careful not to spark contrary to my motive
Neither spare to be regarded irrelevant
Less words will be straight but the heart is not In consensus with brain
So I'm find a way to listen to both
My Heart likes your kindness but brains goes for  your Wit
Heart likes the sync in your heart when you are around
The brain thinks you're sarcastic and fun
"I Like You."
So I'm keep it short.

Lay down the plans for the future
Future I'm into and I embrace it
A good vision is to exploit
Dreams so real I mistake for de ja vuu
Look all up in the sky and it looks good
Keep my face up the sun and the shadows fall back
So, I'm keep my eyes to the sky
Plans He only knows when and where
But Imma keep the hope
Walk with dignity and not erase the foot steps
I'm a soldier of wars
Wars I won and I never knew how or when.

How could I tell water formation is not science bt Gods plan
That I woke up not special
That I fight not my plan
That I wore victory not mine
Killed all including my clan
Source victory that never was
Sore wounds that came out of sacrifice
Killed for them
But wat of my memories I ask..
Demons keep hunting me deep
Souls keep hunting me steel
Shallow sleep be my resentment
Only I fear their wrath
For deep sleep is loosing
Mercy wasn't for them
Faith shallow than desert rivers
Bur never seemed to have an option
Speak to the realms to set me free
Talk to reality
Chains too tight I can't talk...
Like _god of war_
Am caged in the battlefields for eternity.