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Beda Flores Nov 2017
"You can't see
That when we sit across each other
We feel the tension
The nerves , the tencity
The love we hide
The next morning we don't know what will come
It's a new day every day
Till we say what we feel inside
That day will change everything
But now we can enjoy life as it is
And just keep our love inside"
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"This is poem  deciated to a all mothers or soon to be mothers
A mother is such a special honor
Your brining a tiny joy of life
A new son or daughter who will bring joy to you and all the people in the world a child is not a mistake it is a gift it is a part of you , who can't wait to meet you it is the happiest moment of your life because once you bring a child into the world once you see that smile you will see how happy you made this child happy by being its mother and bestfriend"
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"Answer me
Our love is dying
Can't you see
Your killing me
Please bring me
Back to life
I need you
Please"
Beda Flores May 2020
" I remember the night we met
the sky was blue
it was so breezy and
you gave me your sweater
when i put it on i felt like i had
a part of you with me
and all that time we spent together felt like eternity
but that day when the car came and hit you
it was like
someone had stabbed me in the heart with a knife
and since that day i was never the same"
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"When you are sad just remember
Life get's better
If it doesn't
Than i am there
You're not my bestfriend
You're my sister
You're the reason why i never give up in life
Even though we don't talk
I still remember the old days
We're we didn't have worries
We we're kids just trying to live life
You're the reason why i am happy
And i will be the reason why you're happy
Don't end life just because one thing goes wrong
Because one negative always brings a positive I love you and i always will sister"
Beda Flores Nov 2017
So yesterday was my birthday
I really enjoyed it .

"Birthdays aren't all about gifts and celebration it's about being with your family who brang you into this world and made you into the person you are today it's about enjoying every little memory with them and realizing that life can get better as long as you believe "
Beda Flores Oct 2017
I'm shatterd
I'm broken
I can't be fixed
I know that
Pieces of me are everywhere
Im like a glass
So sensitive that if you let it go it will
Break and soon you will regret letting go
me who you shatterd into broken pieces with your hands
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"She hides her feelings deep inside
Were no one can see what dreams
She hides , deep inside she's losing her mind "
Beda Flores Apr 2017
"This is a poem about me
i hope you like it
i don't have hope
i lost when i was little
but i found what gave me hope
it's writing
it's a way for me to escape reality
to go into a mythological world
and i found my passion
i hope you you guys can see
that there's more than just a girl
sitting on a computer
its more than that
it's a girl whose writing
her feelings out
telling the world what she feels
in a way no one can understand
besides her
let me have hope
in this mythological and real world
that all i ask for"
Courage and Kindness
Beda Flores Aug 2017
"Since i was little
I believed i could do anything
As i got older i knew i couldn't
I put my self down
Before anybody could
I hurt myself before anybody could
I knew reality wasn't the same as my dream
But most of all i let all those dreams go
Before people said i couldn't accomplish them"
Beda Flores Sep 2017
"I don't cry
i hide my feelings deep inside
because then i know i won't cry
because with my smile
i know i'm broken inside"
Beda Flores Aug 2017
"Everyday there's less light soon the darkness will overcome me and then what will i have the light in me is going off little by little and no longer can i hide that their is no hope no feelings no happiness all that was lost a long time ago but soon i will fade in the world of darkness known as reality"
Beda Flores Oct 2017
" I rather die than suffer
for the rest of my life
i see no point of living
if no one loves me
you could say i'm important
but i know i'm not
i'm already dead inside
would it make a difference if i just disappear
i just cry and cry in silence when no one hears me
they will always prefer someone better than me i'll always be a second option"
Beda Flores Dec 2017
"The sounds of the wind blows
every thing blows away
in a minute we are blown away
she hear's a voice
it whispers won't you come with me little girl
she ignore's it
The voice comes again just come with me you are not happy here
the little girl takes a step forward
when she gets there she doesn't see nothing
She feels the cold whisper down her spine
the wind is blowing  
and she is scared
she say's leave me alone
the voice say's come with me you will be happy
she follows the voice and she is taken by the wind
and
she is gone and never heard from again"
Beda Flores Oct 2017
The demon inside her
can no longer be controlled
she is crying for help
but all she hears is silence
people don't hear her
she askes for help
but all she get's is nothing
because the truth is
i am the demon
Beda Flores Oct 2017
Does anyone know im broken
Or are you guys just blind
Clear all i do is cry
So im just waiting to die
I'll be happier
But i know deep inside i won't die because im already dead inside
So for all i know I'll be dead when every one else is alive having a life with out me
Beda Flores Sep 2018
" Oh if i could only
tell you how much you are
hurting me but you know
what you don't deserve to bring me down
i know what life will bring
you ahead of time so
you just wait to see how
you made me feel
because even though
i want to **** my self
i'm not gonna let you
have the moment of happiness
of me being dead because
that just says i wasn't strong enough
to keep going on in life "
Beda Flores Jan 2018
"Whats the difference between love and lust
love is affectionate desire of one another
and lust is strong desire towards that person
love will make you feel the intensity
of one another and lust
will make you want to pursue those
desires without commitment
love can go away
as for lust can turn into love
There is a difference
love can make you feel so many things
as for lust can make you feel the things you desire"
Beda Flores Jul 2018
" As far as we can be apart
our distance is no other than a challenge
we can be miles apart
but still feel close to each other
no matter the distance
no matter the miles
all of that is worth it when i'm
there next to you "
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" I see the light
closer and closer
it all seems like a dream
i don't know if it's true
i know there's a little light
left in me even if i just
see a glimpse of light
it will for ever be a dream
come true for me "
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"The stem of a flower
is as delicate as
the flower it's self
when you brake the stem
a part of the flower is broken
the stem makes
the flower
with out a
stem there is no flower"
Beda Flores Jul 2018
" Everything is quiet for a second
I see multiple colors around me
Where am I
In another universe
I say to myself
No you are were you want to be
The place were every dream can come true
And every possibilty is endless
I'm amazed to be here
Everything is beautiful
But for all I know this can't be real
Unless I change the world
And maybe it can come true
But with a little of hope you can have inside
Is enough to make a difference in the world and in someone's Life"
#poetsbyfloresss
Beda Flores Oct 2017
Think about life
How we take things for granted
Even though we shouldn't we still do
Why is that
That's my question
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"I hate you but I love you
I see you and I want you
I get you then I lose you
I want you but I don't have you
Because I lost you"
Beda Flores Jul 2021
" i feel so alone
but yet there's eyes around me
as i breath in and out
i can barely feel my heart beat
that feeling of adrenaline
will never go away
can i say i miss you
even though i shouldn't
but how do i stop loving you
when my heart beats for you"
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"You leave with out saying goodbye
At night i suffer dreaming of you
My love i don't want you to leave
tell me the truth why did you break my heart
did i fail you i'm sorry i just tried to help you"
Beda Flores Sep 2017
"The hope you gave me
Was what i needed
Because when we met
I was hoping we met
But i lost you
I let you go
Why
Now that your gone
What was the point having hope
If i had already lost you from the beginning"
Beda Flores Dec 2017
" How can we be happy
If we know were all broken inside
How can you be sad
If you know you got all the happiness in the world
How can you be loved "
If you know that your heart has been broken many times
How can you fake love
If you act like it's real "
Beda Flores Mar 2017
" I am poem"

"I am kind and smart
I wonder about life
I hear the laughter of others
I see the kindness in everyone
I want to be true to myself
I am kind and smart"

"I pretend I'm a bird
I feel sad and destroyed
I touch the things i have broken
I worry about my family
I cry when i think about death
I am kind and smart"

"I say I'm fine but I'm not
I dream that i will be happy one day
I try to believe that I'm worth it
I hope people could see that I'm kind
I hope my friends can forgive me
I am kind and smart"
Beda Flores Jan 2018
" When I think about Letting go
The first thing that comes to my mind
Is am I doing the right thing
Or am I making another bad choice
We all have made a bad choices
Were human beings what do you expect
We have made wrong choice but
We have learned from them
But letting go has been a choice
That not even I can understand
The moment you let go
Is the moment everything finishes
It's like why am I doing this
Did I let go to fast
Or was that just another bad choice
When you think about it there is
No right or wrong choice
You just gotta know when to let go "
Beda Flores Apr 2018
" Repeat and Repeat
the same images i see
it's all over again
i can't get out
i try and i try
why am i here
i get all these thoughts
the same thoughts
it's on a loop hole
i remember every thing that day
it keeps going on repeat and repeat "
Do you ever feel like every day your doing the same thing
like there's never nothing new
Beda Flores Jun 2017
"I lost you forever
I guess i deserve it
but why
why did you hurt me
if you didn't like me
why
you called me trash garbage
every thing you said is true
but why
why do this to me
you said you were just playing around
but i knew you weren't
now i lost you
for my mistakes"
Beda Flores Dec 2017
" The love that we lost was worse
than we were in love, we loved each other
we had each other, we broke each other,
we made each other happy, sad, angry,
Beda Flores Oct 2017
My parents love
is more then just love
it is
farther  then the moon to the stars
farther than the beating to the heart
it is rare and special
it is more then just love
it is powerful and strong
it is their happiness
that makes me want to believe that
love is just more than the darkness to the light
Beda Flores Apr 2018
" I see you going on in life
Having fun going out
Enjoying life
You tried to convince me
To go have fun in life too
But the thing is it would have been
Easier if I knew who that right person was
I have talked to other people but you
And all the others guys
Don't have what I'm looking for
If you can't handle the truth
Of what I said to you
Well than I guess from the start love didn't exist between us "
Beda Flores Dec 2017
" Who are we to say
That love can break us apart
That is not true
We are more than we think we are
We may not think that is true
But love can heal
The wounds that have been made
I may think your day away
But you are closer than I think you are
Love can break you and still make
You want to love that person
Who broke you and hurt you
We may love and break
Beda Flores Mar 2019
"Can we go back to those happy days
were you said you loved me and that you would never leave me
i remember those nights were would spend the whole night talking
about our worst fears
but we cant't because the best things are born to die"
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" The story thus began between us
it was freshman year i was just
young and clueless what
had been waiting for me
was not what i expected
but what everyone expected

Later on everyone had been wanting us to be together
we were going to be that couple
that could never be broken
you wanted to be with me
but i could not say the same for me

It was sophomore year and
we both got detention
i remember everyone was
saying we were skipping together
we weren't
Days and years have passed
we don't talk anymore since you left
but just so you know i hope you're somewhere
out there having the time of your life


i would always ask my friend how were you and
sometimes i texted you but you never answered
and maybe you didn't get the message
but i always found a way to contact you

I still care about you and watch out for you
but I'm sorry for everything that happened
and i don't know weather i still feel something for you
because when you left it hurt me
and i had a very rough time and there was
only one guy who was there for me
and i don't know he may be the one
but i can't chose between you
because who ever i chose i know
it will ruin both friendships

I hope some day i will chose one before
it's to late "
I honestly wrote this for the two special guys in my life.
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"you see me sad you don't care
you see me suffer and you don't care
you see me cry you don't care
but if i see you suffer or cry i care
but i guess theirs not a care in the world for you and me"
Beda Flores Feb 2020
“ I need you tell me
That the first time
We met you felt something
That it wasn’t all in my head
I know we grew apart but
Tell me the truth
Do you still love me
Tell me that every time
We find each other
You don’t feel you heart beating faster
Tell me I’m not the only one
Who feels that
Tell me one last time that you love me ”
Beda Flores Apr 2022
"you think im perfect but im not
you see the pain through my scars
you say say life should go on
but why should i bother living at all
you think you know me but you don't
i see the truth but you don't see it at all"
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"I don't look for perfect i look for you
You have me on knees begging for you
i learn from you and you learn from me
you make me dream that someday i will be your's
i want to tell you every time i think of you
it makes me sad that i don't have you"
Beda Flores May 2023
“ A sense of loss I feel
  In my heart I know it’s wrong
To feel this way am I crazy
  heart beats faster each time
  Am I close to dying how will
  I feel at the end of time “
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"The way i speak is writing
I hide in the shadows
When the sun comes up
I barely speak
I know
I can't hide Forever
Reality is my imagination
People speak in different ways
Not everyone is the same
I speak in the way of poetry and you speak in the way you want to "
Beda Flores Jul 2018
" Shh she said to him
Why
Because I don't want no one to hear us
Okay but why
Because I don't
You haven't told them have you
I can't okay
Give me a reason
I just can't
I have to be quiet if not they will find me
Who will find you
The people
Which people
The people who told me to be quiet
Shh was the last word she ever said "
Beda Flores Feb 2020
" I dream that i am in a garden full of red roses
and all of a sudden i see
a beautiful white rose right in the middle
and as i keep walking towards it
the rose moves farther away
and all of a sudden
i am in a place where
everything is just so perfect
and i know it's rare but
is this heaven or not"
Beda Flores Jun 2018
" As we close our eyes to see the world
We imgaine the possibilities that we may discover
The endless adventure we will have
The person who will change our world
The reality is all that may be true
If we just believe that reality
Can change
And we are the ones who can change it
Those precious moments we will have
Are the ones we will treasure forever
In our hearts "
So make reality change
Because the possibilities and adventures are endless
Beda Flores Apr 2018
" The key to my heart
you may have
if you answer this riddle
you know who you are
the person i set eyes on
i know you read my poems
i know you write peoms
you may not have an account
but all my poems are public
we see each other every day
if you know the answer to my riddle
than you have the key to my heart "
Shy
Beda Flores Apr 2018
Shy
" I know you love me
" I know you think about me
So why won't you admit
That's you have feelings for me
Don't stay quiet
Because I love you too
And I also think about you
I knew from the start
That we would end up
Together for the rest of our life "
Beda Flores Oct 2017
" I cry and cry but no one hears they hear silence of my pain
i just hide behind the computer waiting to see who cares enough to see
that i am in pain but no one will
I see that little by little i will lose the war with depression
it will overcome me and soon i will die
and then people will see that i will
make no difference if i disappear"
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