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142 · Mar 2018
Wish
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" Don't you just wish you could go back in time
and fix all your mistakes or do one thing over again
or instead of doing the right thing you did the wrong thing
just to see how it would turn out isn't it weird how we think
were doing the right but were really not or were doing the wrong thing but
it's really right it's so weird that we don't even know what to do but we do it "
142 · Nov 2017
You can't
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"You can't break what's already broken You can't fix what doesn't want to be fixed you can't put a smile if you know your sad you can't forget because you'll always remember you can't move on if your stuck on the past just like you can't be honest if you know your a liar"
142 · Jul 2018
Quiet
Beda Flores Jul 2018
" Shh she said to him
Why
Because I don't want no one to hear us
Okay but why
Because I don't
You haven't told them have you
I can't okay
Give me a reason
I just can't
I have to be quiet if not they will find me
Who will find you
The people
Which people
The people who told me to be quiet
Shh was the last word she ever said "
141 · Nov 2017
Flower
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"The stem of a flower
is as delicate as
the flower it's self
when you brake the stem
a part of the flower is broken
the stem makes
the flower
with out a
stem there is no flower"
135 · Nov 2017
Birthday Girl
Beda Flores Nov 2017
So yesterday was my birthday
I really enjoyed it .

"Birthdays aren't all about gifts and celebration it's about being with your family who brang you into this world and made you into the person you are today it's about enjoying every little memory with them and realizing that life can get better as long as you believe "
135 · Apr 2018
Loop Hole
Beda Flores Apr 2018
" Repeat and Repeat
the same images i see
it's all over again
i can't get out
i try and i try
why am i here
i get all these thoughts
the same thoughts
it's on a loop hole
i remember every thing that day
it keeps going on repeat and repeat "
Do you ever feel like every day your doing the same thing
like there's never nothing new
135 · Apr 2018
Shy
Beda Flores Apr 2018
Shy
" I know you love me
" I know you think about me
So why won't you admit
That's you have feelings for me
Don't stay quiet
Because I love you too
And I also think about you
I knew from the start
That we would end up
Together for the rest of our life "
134 · Oct 2017
Broken
Beda Flores Oct 2017
I'm shatterd
I'm broken
I can't be fixed
I know that
Pieces of me are everywhere
Im like a glass
So sensitive that if you let it go it will
Break and soon you will regret letting go
me who you shatterd into broken pieces with your hands
130 · Aug 2017
Darkeness
Beda Flores Aug 2017
"Everyday there's less light soon the darkness will overcome me and then what will i have the light in me is going off little by little and no longer can i hide that their is no hope no feelings no happiness all that was lost a long time ago but soon i will fade in the world of darkness known as reality"
127 · Jun 2018
Torn into a thousand pieces
Beda Flores Jun 2018
" The girl who shed tears by the one boy she truly loved hurt her although she was young she didn't care she knew he was the one even though he made one mistake she could never be with him again because that mistake changed her for good and bad reasons and from that day on the boy tried everything to make her be with him again but she couldn't because she was already to broken to feel anything again "
124 · Oct 2017
Demon
Beda Flores Oct 2017
The demon inside her
can no longer be controlled
she is crying for help
but all she hears is silence
people don't hear her
she askes for help
but all she get's is nothing
because the truth is
i am the demon
121 · Sep 2017
Hope
Beda Flores Sep 2017
"The hope you gave me
Was what i needed
Because when we met
I was hoping we met
But i lost you
I let you go
Why
Now that your gone
What was the point having hope
If i had already lost you from the beginning"
116 · Jul 2021
heartbeat
Beda Flores Jul 2021
" i feel so alone
but yet there's eyes around me
as i breath in and out
i can barely feel my heart beat
that feeling of adrenaline
will never go away
can i say i miss you
even though i shouldn't
but how do i stop loving you
when my heart beats for you"
114 · Sep 2017
Crying
Beda Flores Sep 2017
"I don't cry
i hide my feelings deep inside
because then i know i won't cry
because with my smile
i know i'm broken inside"
113 · Feb 2020
One last time
Beda Flores Feb 2020
“ I need you tell me
That the first time
We met you felt something
That it wasn’t all in my head
I know we grew apart but
Tell me the truth
Do you still love me
Tell me that every time
We find each other
You don’t feel you heart beating faster
Tell me I’m not the only one
Who feels that
Tell me one last time that you love me ”
112 · May 2020
Berry
Beda Flores May 2020
" I remember the night we met
the sky was blue
it was so breezy and
you gave me your sweater
when i put it on i felt like i had
a part of you with me
and all that time we spent together felt like eternity
but that day when the car came and hit you
it was like
someone had stabbed me in the heart with a knife
and since that day i was never the same"
112 · Oct 2017
Love
Beda Flores Oct 2017
My parents love
is more then just love
it is
farther  then the moon to the stars
farther than the beating to the heart
it is rare and special
it is more then just love
it is powerful and strong
it is their happiness
that makes me want to believe that
love is just more than the darkness to the light
112 · Oct 2017
Thought
Beda Flores Oct 2017
Clearly i thought
I could be happy
But i can't
Clearly i cry
Because i know im broken inside
Clearly i want to die
But i already did
106 · May 2023
Petrify
Beda Flores May 2023
“ A sense of loss I feel
  In my heart I know it’s wrong
To feel this way am I crazy
  heart beats faster each time
  Am I close to dying how will
  I feel at the end of time “
105 · Oct 2017
Stay
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"Darling can't you see
I'm no good for you
I guess it's true
But i still need your love
You leave me with hope
Your all need
This is love
It's clear to see
Telling me it's over
Doesn't help
Won't you stay with me
Cause your all i need
This is love its clear to see"
103 · Apr 2022
perfect golden child
Beda Flores Apr 2022
"you think im perfect but im not
you see the pain through my scars
you say say life should go on
but why should i bother living at all
you think you know me but you don't
i see the truth but you don't see it at all"
86 · Sep 2017
Unique
Beda Flores Sep 2017
"Since i was little
I was odd
Out of this world
Out of the box
But as i got older
I appreciated it
no matter
what people said
i knew
being myself was the best
gift i could ever get"

— The End —