You stalk me and chalk me
In your violent imagination ever

As a result

The presence of your scent
Makes me dizzy and pretty much drained

You are sick and making me sick

Barely I can breathe, I can be me

It's freedom you have taken

Which as a 20th century living organism

Got as a birth right....

A word is a dubious thing

Any word can be wrongly interpreted

Same as a smile

The world is a big complicated giant ball

After all we end up fighting for a single word and a single commitment

A butcher loses
compassion towards animals,

So as a bully towards humans

You keep saying
You are bad

But, the realty is
You never want anyone
Know you are good hearted

The good in you

Crushed
Powdered
Bullied
Banged
Exploited
Cursed
Played
Tric­ked

By others.

You can't spare another chance

But, keep telling yourself

How bad you are

Rather show your real

Good heart.

I always felt
You can make anyone
Happy by offering a tip

But, some situations
Will prove you wrong

Today when I went to the dealer
For servicing

And when I reached there

I am welcomed by an elderly person

As yesterday we had a blizzard

I couldn't completely clean my car

I apologized him and then asked if that is ok

His reply

"Not to worry sir, it will melt anyway".

Am very happy by his gesture, the warmth in his voice, caring and love just reminded me of my late grand father.

He took my car inside and brought me a loaner car

While taking the loaner, I offered him tip.

He politely rejected and said

"You are good man, I did my job."

No words from my mouth. Then I saw some blood strains on his face

I asked him about it he said it's because of one of the car's door.

He then said, "see I got this, than a tip".

His point is my caring.

I am inspired by his gesture.

How many people we will encounter like him

I don't know.

By the way his name is Bob. That's what I heard I don't even know his full name. I made a mistake but, he is busy I can't disturb him though.

But, he will be in my thoughts and also in my prayers.

Location
Grand Subaru
bensenville, Illinois

Thank you Bob for your gesture. You made my day. Am blessed.

Small actions lead to major impacts

I am blessed

As a descendent

From early human.

Values and its meaning

Changes from person to the person

Life, though makes me feel confident

My instincts are guided scripts

Implanted to deal with

what value really is

Of course everyone have their own instinct

That makes me

Am nothing but, me.

Am not great

Not even close

But am trying

For what

My peace and

My life

Am a fiddle at heart
Am a riddle at thought

Rumbling past
Bumbling future

It’s all part of a story

Penned by regular

Choices
Sacrifices
Motions
Emotions
Events

What not?

End of the story

You strike like a bowling ball

And am one of the pins

Either a strike or a spare

Your victory is inevitable

But, I still challenge you for the next round

You are desperate for the reasons of failures

Victory comes beyond that

Well, this is a long day.. but a thoughtful day..

I memorized the power of words, not memorized but somehow theorized not really, I don't know what I can say .. but if you are patient enough read it

Take an example

If I impose positive words against me or just say I am a good boy or conclude that am a good boy, my fellow folks .. they might believe me, hopefully if they did.. their thoughts create a positive energy and yes a positive vibration fills my life and my surrounding even am not a good or great guy .. this vibration lets me to change my point of view or perspective or whatever it is.. I change myself ..

The reverse might also be true, I'd say am bad a negative energy, clouds my surrounding.. eventually that turns my point of view..

But, it's my whole self .. which has to take a decision.. if more positive am more positive and good or great guy.. and more negative am more negative ..

Well, a bit confusing ... but still this has some meaning I think .. impose or bombard positive energy rather negative energy ..

Every coin has two sides, choose the best side

Hmm, I conclude without a conclusion.. I hope someone from my vast list of friends can understand my true intention..

Some times you have to confine yourself against will

Lot of times I feel like am a free bird

I wish I have my own wings

There comes the reality

Which has always a plan for me

To obey, the orders it has for me

Tying me to destiny

Nonetheless, I am not always a puppet

When I realize everything is an illusion or maya

I walk towards what my heart sings for

A dream is always my best friend were

I don't have limitations

To achieve such dreams is my journey !!!

if at all God is a myth

Whom we reach for

Salvation and get freed

From our sins ?

Yes, it is you who can

Free from all your adversaries.

Don't be a spectator

But,

Be a good child
Be a good parent
Be a good neighbor
Be a good human

When heavens closes it's door

You only have you

For defense and also survival

We can't change what we are

Blood has a memory which can't

Be perished

But, we do can fight

With inner darkness

It's not the world we are afraid of

But, the darkness that it guards in it

remain silent

until you get peace

thoughts can hinder your

joy

I prefer silence

rather than

a smart mouth

I heard people say

If you are happy

God

May not let us stay the way we are

I personally feel

We are weak

So, we want to escape

From the consequences of

Our own deeds

there are times when you

work mechanically.

you don't feel like

a human.

you don't feel

life.

all you focus is

a rat race.

*Even if you won the race you would be a big rat.

The thought of being lonely

Itself hurts like a thunder strike.

What about the people

Who were alone, homeless.

When you have enough and comfortable

There is a chance you might have a blind spot.

You are not able to see what's beside you

Your focus is on your well being.

But, I do see sometimes

A bit of humanity lies in me

When I see the sufferings of others.

It's easy to put words

Rather help those in reality.

We come up with one dialogue

Why can't God help them.

We are God wonderful creations.

Moulded and crafted by his hands,

And we are part of him.

Then, why we need God to help

Always...

Instead we have our own potential.

Those questions strike me like anything.

Sometimes,

It's not the World

That helps me write.

It's the

Loneliness and

The World of darkness.

Because, I have to raise from

Where I fall

And achieve

What I lost.

My words give me

Light to at least fight

The darkness which

I cannot completely

Expell from my thoughts and

Life.

If there is no darkness how I

Know the value of light.

I also praise my darkness

Good and bad days are
Results of your actions

So, Don't complain

Just enjoy the moment

*Remember in many cases

You are just an observer

Rather than an active participant

Don't look for God,
He is always with you.

Instead, show his Love to others
With your Kindness.

*You Smile and the World will Smile

After All We All made of same Star Dust

Somes mistakes cost you a lot
You really don't have enough
Time or strength to focus
On the damages it made

You take a sedative
You try to cover the scar
That it has left

Deep inside
How busy you might be

They haunt you like a
Dark figure
That you dreamt about
When you are all alone
In your childhood

All your nerve connections
Try to fetch the same old memory
And you have no option
But, stick to the same channel

I wonder how I am surviving
This ever lasting darkness

I know hope is a very dangerous word

Which always lets you stay
While you actually want to leave

That one hope
Helping me to fight back
With all the strength I had

In the world that completely
Busy with her improvements

No time for me to wait
But, just to catch up
And reach
Before the train left my station

A poison can **** you once

A venomous mind can

Convert you like a walking corpse

*Loneliness can sometimes help you
Heal and separate you from illfull
Thoughts of people

Which pollutes you in a such you
Forget the real person that you are.

Your believes
Doesn't have to be someone's

You are being made to believe
Things which are not real

When you close your eyes
You know the exact truth

Blind trust only leads to danger

A trust can hurt you
If you fail to judge it's nature
In reality

Every human is guided by God, see him in your Good thoughts and Good deeds...

Love is permanent
Goodness is a disguise in nature
While sometimes asleep
It comes out like a care
And remains as a good deed

Everybody we meet in our life

Is for a purspose

That's what am hearing from my childhood

They come like

Love
Hate
Pain
Jealous
Care
Laugh
Tears
Chaos
Death
Heaven
Hell

Unfortunately we cannot tag each and
Everyone into one category

Life is an amalgamation of all

We it's a very powerful word

The strength of it increases

The more people you include

In your group

You always

Have two options

1. Either be true
2. Or not

1. Accept the fact
2. Live in delusions

1. Fight for growth
2. Stay in your comfort zone

1. Trust your inner strength
2. Leave everything behind

Your smile is your friend

No matter how much pain you bear

A smile on your face

On the reflection of a mirror

Will strengthen you

A situation may live
for
  A  Moment
  A   Day
  An Year

But not Life Long

Fight the good fight

Find the reason before you

Are fear of something,

I bet you will laugh at the reason

You tell me how I can't
I will show you how I will

Feeling thoughtful ...

An individual
Just an individual
You me and all
Miracles do happen
From an individual thought

Feel good and receive good in turn

Every situation

Tells you

How different you are

How special you are

Treat your problems like

Your opportunities

Without pain there is no gain

You gotta invest

Time
Money

Whatever you have

To achieve your goal

Sounds simple -- !!!

Your thoughts

Your dreams

Your actions

Must be filled with your goal

...

It's not hard, but it really takes a considerable time

But, never ever comprise with the result

They are like fairy tales. You want perfect output. Perfection can save your time that you invested so far.

Afraid not, as we all know failures are the stepping stones to success !!!

Our mind is very complex

And very fast in computation

As we have positives and we do have

Our own negatives

We have a tendency to judge

As fast we compute, we judge people

We will not bother to remember the past

Good times

Only one misunderstanding

That is leading to a crack in relation.

Only a situation that makes him/her

To lose their control and will tend them

To do what is not acceptable

You have power within you

You know what is right

And

You know what is wrong

Follow your heart

The answer to a happy path

Is to understand or think in the

Perspective of others

Well, we are correct in our thinking

When you can understand the logic

You will work for the fruitful steps

World is always the same to you and others

But, their thoughts may be quite different

Get them by looking in their point of view

That's the only happy path I know and we should follow