It's all part of a blaming game

All I need to do is save myself

And avoid any situations to blame others

I like to be quiet

Not when am right

This behavior hits me badly

Makes me feel inside you have to quit

There are no cuffs that can stop me when am high

Am lying Not

with you . . .

But, Am lying to myself.

Saying I never

Thought of you . . .

Am crying Not

Because of you

But, the gap we have . . .

Your words are hand cuffs

Never letting me do anything . . .

Chained with magical spells

Never let me do something . . .

To repair our relation

To fill any gap in between us

When Gods and demons churned oceans Ambrosia was produced

Imagine what you get if you churn your inner self

Trust yourself and move forward

Because nobody can replace you

All are not coincidences

Some are deceptive

Extreme of anything

Is a sin of Life?

Caring about everyone

Will Backfire sometimes?

No tips and tricks

I have to control

Because no one can live

My Life

Too much of mystery

Too much of drama

With my own set of thoughts

Not sure how and why

Others take it wrong

I embarrass myself

To be available too much

Easily and without effort

Is that good thing to do?

But, this state of me is uncontrollable

May I leave it or keep it with me

Am really confused and disturbed

Finally I want only a smile from you

Which backfires as a hatred on me

How come I am wrong in judging

And making feel people uncomfortable

By not knowing what they want and not

I never felt alone

But, it was a fantasy.

We only know the value of someone

When we really need them.

Caught in a world of chaos

Where I see myself abandoned.

Begging myself to be normal

Who can help me, unless am not

Willing to change me