I am a
Flower

She is the
Rain

I have a heart of red roses
and eyes of purple lily's
a mind of wild flowers
and hands of dried orchids

I am a Flower

She has a heart of a warm lake
and eyes of a big sea
a mind of a deep blue ocean
and hands of cold rain

She is the Rain

I need the Rain
to live
to grow
Without Rain
I dry up
like my hands
and die

But she rains
on other flowers
and not me
and i am drying up
like my orchid hands

and i wait for her
to rain on me

Lips
Nibbles on my cheek
Never
Will i Forget
The eyes
Of green

And the kisses of summer

Oh
Darling
Can you?
Will you?
Dip my heart in love?

Oh,love the night
and wake up in the snow

Run through the days
Until the leaves turn green
Until her face falls in the summer moon

My white brain
white bones
nibbled in the break of dawn
While i see laughter drops
falling from the curves of her lips

The frozen river
turns to spring

And the fumes of my coffee
wraps me to warmth

Singing on the summer beaches
with her red hair sinking in my bones

Fell asleep in the foggy park
Woke up to the sounds of her heart beat
With her head leaving a dent in my arm
and the grass ties us down

sun breaks through the leaves
and her warm body
moves ever so gently

We'll never forget
We'll never forget...

white clouds
travel through the sky
leaving us with a thought

We'll never forget
We'll never forget...
These
Spring mornings

Old Leaves
Burning lovely
                                                          ­                                                                 ­                  Oh,love
                                                         ­                                                                 ­                   Wrapped my bones
                                                           ­                                                                 ­  Disappeared in your beauty


The summers burning
Up the hill
With your hair
On one side
Of spring
                                                          ­ Standing far
                                                            O­n cloud floors
                                                          ­ With your sun warm hands
                                                          A­nd with your soft brown skin

Clocks faded
shaking my hand
till it went numb

                                            She opened
The ocean
                          Until it crashed on me

Till we meet again
                                       DARLING

Until we swim to the shore

Of relaxing

Warmth

I always liked
Walking in snow
while it snows very hard

The feeling of snow sleeping on my black messy hair
and my pants frozen and wet
of  all the snow reaching up to my knees

While everybody stays under blankets
warmed
and
relaxed
drinking coffee
staring at the falling snowflakes

i stand out
covered in snow
like i am waiting for some miracle

i guess am waiting for her
that girl to come up behind me
tapping my shoulder

gently turning my head
she'll be there
with her blue  crystal eyes
burning me

and we'll kiss
while
the
snow
bury's
us
under

I like to see you shine
shine above the world
that had been dark
for many years
oh, how i love to see you
shine...

Theres no man
no man
that loves you
like him
so why am i here?

This cold and warm feeling

                oh how you shivered


oh how you shivered

We
smiled
ever
so
big

With our legs landing heavily on the wet grass

With your hand
in
mine

oh how we disappeared
disappeared

in the cold warm night

where
love
wrapped
us
together
like
a

blanket...

These sunny days
Oh, how they beat me down
Let's not go back
To the days
That made us tired and old

Come on let's run
Let's run right through the grass
And sing loud songs
And fall asleep
In each others arms

In these summer beds

The sun Fell
Each step burning
The heat nibbles at my feet
And my bones
Buried under leaves
And you cold hands
Wrapped around me

Hanging over me
The drops of  melting years

Dreams becoming cold
Lingering words
Lingers on my mind
I have no choice now
But to hug my sins
That are driving me old

Memory's of that afternoon
Breaks Through like a wave
Escaping now
Disappearing now
old days...

Talk to me
With the sound of your teeth
Eating at my nerves

Wanting to breath
Under water,
Burnt liquid
Troubles my guts

Oh how i love
To see you glimmer
Over the city

Turning tight
Forever forgot
Fast alive
gasping for love...

Hey,stop
Painting on your knees
Hey,stop
Breaking your fists
Who are you?
Who are we?

what a lovely night, to hear love songs,as my heart grows big and my eyes grow small, oh how lovely, oh how lovely your smile shoots across the sky

What a lovely night to hear love songs, to read love words, as love has hopelessly disappeared, as my heart keeps closed, oh how lovely, oh how lovely were these times when our soul was exploding inside us.

oh how i wish these lovely times would come again! come and crawl back into me, oh how i wish, how i wish i could touch your lovely face once more, once more on a winter night

Oh how I wish I could have hope, a tiny finger of hope, just send me a smile, just tell me a word, just give me a look to tell me everything is still possible.

still possible for my love,for my love to creep back into your heart,still possible for my lips to touch yours,touch yours...

Oh, how I wish this could be true, how I wish these words were yours, how I wish you whispered them in my ears, how I wish your words could vibrate my ears and my whole body and soul, like they used to do. Oh how I wish what you are saying wasn't a dream of mine, oh how I wish you were really near to me, oh how I wish I could tend my hand and tighten yours, Oh how I wish if I rose my hand it wouldn't only grab the air of my loneliness.

oh how i wish, how i wish you were by my side on this winter night...

But you're not. I'm walking barefoot in the snow, and tomorrow I'll be sick. If you had only been
here...

I get lost, lost like a star without it's moon
Lost when i stare into her crystal eyes
Green like the leaves, after a rainy hour
The summer
Blue like ocean disappearing off the horizon

The sun burned through the window
Onto my heart
I realized i have fallen
Fallen
To deep
To deep

My Bones feel to numb
I feel to weak
When i
See her
Beauty
Turning my eyes

Her smile
Oh, her smile
Get's me
Get's me
Lost...

Am gone
am far away
this night
this strange feeling
crawling in my brain

another nibbled finger nail
another nibbled memory
this night
this strange feeling
making my heart pound

a cold night
a cold stare
i walk away
in the darkness of the white snow
oh, this night
oh, this feel

another summer night
spent by the fire
another summer night
spent by the fire alone
this night
this feel

i found myself digging a hole
in my wall
i found myself troubled by the moon
why does it shine on me
this night
this night

one morning
on a summer morning
i took a shower
boy, did i feel...
that feel
that feel
that feel of betterness
and bitterness drained away
down the gunky drain

on a summers afternoon
i took a walk
a walk in the field
on the painted green grass
there she sat
oh, this feel
oh, this feel
this feel of **alive

Even the deepest ocean's
has light
hidden at the back of your head

am crazy
cause
they turn me
turn me
until i fall

come on, come on
smile now
smile for the sky

people often ask
were are you going...
to tell you the truth
no were...
am going no were
am just a typical man
finding something to fill this hole
buried deep inside me

maybe just a place were
the grass is greener
were the air is cleaner
and were the clouds are whiter

maybe just a place
a place...
were people smile
smile
for the sky
sky

hey don't do that
don't let your eyes
fall to the floor

just take and throw
take and throw that
mask...
that hides you from this world

there's that beautiful smile
now look up to the sky
and laugh
laugh
with the sky

One month later
you forgot so fast,so fast
now what am i
a man with no face
just a black silhouette hanging over me

My brain is on fire
am thinking to much
stop me
stop me
from caring for someone
who hates me

christmas is coming soon
the city will go to sleep under a white blanket
i'll stay awake
walking in the deep white snow
i'll walk up to your pink house
thinking weather to knock or not
on your door
and tell you with snow on my face
with snow on my heart
''i still want you''

I remembered her face
On a winter night
Were my brain buried under snow of thoughts
what will i
what will i
say...
When her eyes glow in the moonlight
When I hear her soft voice wrap around my ears

I’ll turn my hand into a fist and hide it in my pocket
Trying to squeeze the life out of my nerves
Oh, her beauty
Oh, her beauty
How it makes my knees shakes
Oh how it makes my eyes turn
How it makes my words turn into liquid

But each night
My thoughts melt onto my pillow
What will I say
What will I do
I don’t care
I don’t care
All I want is to see her moonlight eyes
Moonlight
Moonlight
To see her beauty
To see your hair running down
Her bright face…

One day
One day
I’ll see her again
Standing in front of me
Melting the snow under her boots

And I’ll be standing there
Nervous as hell
Forcing the bundle of words stuck in my throat
And my frozen breath
Escaping the dark

But then I’ll wrap my arms around her
And hug her tight
Until my frozen body heats up
And I’ll look into her moonlight eyes
Moonlight eyes
And I’ll say
‘’it’s been a while hasn’t it?’

Old, alone
and sore

he packs his suitcase
and packs his torn leather shoes

he leaves
never gonna return
never...

walking upon shore
it rains
dripping from his sin
and his glasses get lost in the drops

the water crashes against
his
and he runs his fingers in the deep sand

his teeth glimmer in the ray of the sun

a tap on his shoulder
a frail tap
oh so frail

You push your weight on me
the weight, your world is breaking my back
how am i supposed to breathe
you can't see your suffocating me
i need an escape
i need to runaway
runaway, from the sins of your ghost

these days, these days
they never change
you continue to stand out in front of my door in winter
darling, can't you see there's no point
i'll never open the door
i'll wait till the snow takes you away

you still have a grip on me
let it go, let it go
to me you were my glowing moon
and i was your ever shining sun
now our love is gone
now summers gone and we've disappeared

your body has gone numb
is it from the tears
that hit the floor

you've pushed my head under water
now am gasping for change
dear, you can't hold onto to me forever
let it go,let it go

these nights end all the same
always end the same
you still wrap  yourself around me