Who was I

Who  am I

The answer still resides
And the moments into past
Still linger

I hate going back
My mind is weird


I wonder what the future holds

I'm sorry
Forgive me for me
I don't know what I think

I don't know what I want

Today feel very different then it did last year

But life's like that
It's an unexplainable feeling
Until it's a memory

A second
A minute
An hour
A day
A month
A year....
Your life can be different
Can change in a matter of minutes
Or in a matter of years
I drive my life slowly
Unknowingly
Where I'll end
Cause at any moment
I may not be here

I just wanna be alone

For at least a second

Away
From EVERYONE
Just be in the solitude

Comforted with my thoughts

capital A for Arguements

Capital BS for *******

They always go and end in the same way

You think I want you
Dead
You think I think your dumb
That I hate you.

I'm just little ******* tired
With a capital T
With all these
"Why would you "
"How could you "
"I can't believe you"

I'm just a little human
You know

And because of that reason

I MAKE MISTAKES

these days I don't even know when I'll step on a bomb

Maybe I should just blow up

Joy in the future

The struggles
Are yet to come

The hardest parts
Are yet to hit

But..
There's joy in the future

In your arms
Or in my own

I   Am excited

It's not that I want
It's that I can't
I don't know who you are
Nether do I know myself
I feel a gap in my brain
A gap in knowledge
Sitting in dark class
Is everyone alone
Or everyone together
Alone
All of us
Even with companys
We're alone
Stuck in the world we have created

The world still turns
Like it always has

Like it always will

But it doesn't feel the same

This world
Our world

What do we do

What have I done

What will I do

This world
My world

I am confused

The world is hot


Too hot in the cold places
Everything melts

Too hot in class my brain melts

I wanna  be high

Walking in the winter

Or windy day in fall

TO **** HOT