every day it seems similar
as yesterday
pondering how it felt before
before the change i took

my eyes dont capture the beauty no more
whats the point in going through every day
i dont know
but i wont stop
in trying to find joy
in smaller things

its not same as it was before
who am i  now

no answer comes to my mouth

its,been a whole year, please don't spark that lighter my dear
yeah its been a whole year you made this far, please put it down!
You didnt put it down, i was there to get you through
wasnt i,wasnt i ?
oh its a shame that i cant be there

i thought the sky was blue
but i felt a drop of rain on me
i thought the sun was out
but inside of you i saw
a stormy hell
i saw the rain pour out of your eyes
i am here to get you through
arent i, arent i

crawling on my skin up to my head
is the feeling u send into my spine
youre so sweet and so soft
words hurt you so
but thats because
you were always left alone
to let this build in your heart

oh its been a long year
please come to me
ill try my best to help