in your eyes
i see no one else but  you
and me sinking in your heart
slowly slowly

yeah you
see yourself in my own eyes
and me drowning in my mind

yeah you and i
see nothing
but each other
and each of us
loves to sink into each others skin

" I've been busy"
sleeping,drinking,smoking
its a routine
thats implanted into my blood
everyday is beautiful,
but everyday I'm dead
walking  through everyones eyes
no one sees me
no one knows me
but every one hates me

her touch
that i know so well
brings me to life
with her smile
that rhymes her clear eyes
her clear eyes
her blue eyes
oh i know what makes me move on

his voice i know so well
his laughter that makes me cry
a friend who's become my brother
reminds me of my father
when i see him looking out the trains window
with sadness lingering down  his eyes
oh i know  what makes me move on

with every one laughing behind  there emotions
i lay there staring
with smoke in my eyes
oh I've gone blind
and no one yells
out for me
I'm falling through
my beds mattress
searching for comfort i cannot find

oh you know what i feel
but you still have the guts
to cut me up
you know what i say
but you still have the nerve
to take what i say away from me

no more please
let me melt
let me die
through your skin
cause your the only one
that makes me warm
forever

my body is leaking through the cracks on my desk
im tired of the voices around me
im tired of all its fakeness
the scent of liquor lingers on my shirt
and  it reminds me  of the night before
my words are leaking through  peoples knowledge
they seem to be confused
they seem to be lost
but as lost as me?
i certainly do not know
winter is now printed on the city
everyone walks with there chin close to there chest
and there hands in there pockets
i wonder howll ill keep warm half the time
but i know i have her to warm me up
with her tight hugs and her soft kisses
i know i have her so i can talk to her
and she'll make me feel better
my heart is mellow
and i all i want is to  feel her light touch on my back

its summer now
i dont know,what to say
neither do i know the day
erasing my mind  everyday
like a bad drawing
down my lungs
and out my lips
in through  my eyes
in my brain
the clouds dance
and tell  me to sink into the grass
i cant stand
i wont walk
ill actually go crazy....
you dont understand
no...
she dips her legs in the pool behind her house
and i walk in the water up to my knees
in this pond surrounded by trees
with rocks under my feet
i feel the waves in my bones
true peace,rests  in my mind

and in your mind
i seem to have never stayed
oh and im quite proud
quite proud
now
now that the spring arrived
i cant resist to lay my green skin on the green grass
and they always told me
"you'll die catching your dreams"
but i just kept living
as I'm  killing my lungs
here we go another day
in my life
ohhhhh

you told me
lies
in my body
getting to high
forgetting how the rays of sun
feel
this smoke is making me look old
and now the clouds
cry forever
you told me

we laugh
crying like those clouds
forever
shiver down my skin
you kiss the clouds
forever
you told me
lies
in my body
hiding in the dark
getting to high
forever

this humid morning
seems to be making me
seems to  me....
so take a deep breath
down your lungs
let me feel your eyes  turn me
oh
bright smile
always seemed to
have made me-
oh
it seems to me-

so drink of your cup of sin
and tell me in the morning
"why are  you making me sad for?"
ohhhhhhhh

seems to me
you found delight
in your own skin
but i thought you said you'd never-

never-

and now i forget