lost lost lost lost
am i actually lost?
lost in the world i am
and hell im enjoying it
running through these foggy parks
not knowing were am going
what am going to run to'

MY head is
lost in this lust of the world

my eyes
my eyes
fell into the
dew of the morning
and now
feel me
falling out
falling out
of this sticky honey
i got into

oh oh
oh oh
ran into
this forest

and now am running on sea
...

into the sea we go
swim all the way to the bottom
until we find the ocean in us
ohh ohh ohh

now tell now tell
were does the time go when your
head hits the clouds
WHOA
i took a bit of you
and you took a bit of me
i guess we all ******

oh oh oh oh
grass skin grows on my bones
and am growing out of this winter
running with the air that intangles me

now am flying
flying
oh oh oh oh
looking
finding
the way i should hold your heart
in my eyes

oh oh now tell me
tell me
tell me
were did the time go
when my head hit the clouds
in early september?!

oh its a shame

how all the fun i had with
thou

does not mean a thing
anymore

oh its shame...

oh are you happy
with these memories
are you

oh its shame...

how we both
forgot the meaning
of all those moment

and now our eyes
are filled
confusion or hate

these words that beat from my heart
that go up in rush
and break when they hit my teeth
its cause of you...
i dont know how to...
talk.

its  not cause your beautiful
but you know you are
and its not cause of your smile
but you know you have a great one

its cause of your eyes
i dont how to...
get through the judgmentel look
you permently have

now my words are used for me
to build my confidence
and tell you how what i want to do
but my words
that fill my blood
and leak out like a waterfall
dont mean a thing
cause i am back from were i started

from my heart to my mouth and your ears
you'll never understand these words...
so i just smile...
and leave...

Goodbye now
Goodbye now

the sun burned my eyes
andi  dug my head into my pillow
my socks almost fell off
and my shirt twisted around my body
the hair that rested upon my head
was messy as hell,

i hopped out of bed
and saw the snow melting
as i drank my coffee
i felt cool down my body

i thought to myself
as i drank it
"what a **** lovely day!"

walked out with a smile

and lost my head in the clouds

and fell in love with thoughts of what i'll be
doing for the rest of the day

Came back home
and hopped on my bed
the sun was out
and the moon came on

and i thought
to myself

"what a **** lovely day today!"

and fell asleep with the
foggy air

laughing away
until am water

snowing
on me, and i was warm...


turned into snow
and traveled the sky's

fell on a tree
and sleept endlessly

until the moon
and sun kissed

You see
That smile
Shook me
Until every thing that was still alive in me died...

And that look in your eye
Gave this feeling of content
Like I was missing something before

That star that glittered on the corner of your lip
When you smiled...
That sure made me say
" she's the one for me"

When  you gave me that first touch
I lost  my **** mind
Not to mention that first kiss

But now
It's done

We look at each other
And don't know what to do
When we make eye contact

The only thing I see
Is my memories of you

We don't talk much anymore
You Found someone else I suppose
I don't mind really...I think

We just can't connect
I don't why...
Quite sad, maybe we will later
Maybe not...


People will ask me
"  what about that girl over there?"


And I'll reply happily
" she gave me the most butterfly's in the world"