I like to drink coffee

I like to put my nose
on the edge of the cup
so the steam go's up my nose

I like eating an egg sandwich
with ham and salami
and a lot of ketchup

I like watching the yoke
spilling out to the sides

I like standing on outside
in the morning
so the cold hits my morning eyes

I like to imagine kissing the girl i love
under the rain
or snow
or sleep beside them on winter mornings
and have weird conversation

I like feeling like i don't why
were i am,who i am
or who anybody is
as if i was born again

I like chewing my nails
so the more skin then nail

I like the curve of lips
cause since my first kiss
i find something interesting in them

I like seeing the beauty in tiny things
even a drop of water falling off a leaf

I like to listen to music
and imagine am playing the song with a band

I like imagining  my life is a movie
with the cool camera shots

I like taking pictures
of many things

I like walking a lot
and taking the train a lot

I like to see people walking by  me
imagining what their life is like

I like having odd conversation topics
with my friends
that we end up looking at each other
and laughing...

I guess am weird like that

Tried writing poems
About the beauty you hold
but i couldn't
So i tore the page apart

Tried writing poems
Of the smile that makes me forget
of everything
but i couldn't
so i crumbled up the page
and threw it away

Tried making a song with my guitar
of the way you make me feel
but this feel is far to great
for strings to play
so i put it down
and walked away

Tried sleeping by thinking of ways
i would kiss you
if you would by side
but you would never would be by my side
so i turned over closed my eyes
and slept away

Tried thinking of ways i would tell you
of how much my heart beats for you
but i was afraid you would walk away
not saying a word
so i stopped thinking of ways to tell you
and hoped you would come for me
but you never did...

you have those lips

you have that hair

you have that smile
that makes me turn

you have those eyes

you have that feeling of warmness

and you have that feeling that gives
my skin bumps

and i only saw you once
walking past me
on  a thursday afternoon
in a park
as i sat on a bench
looking at the clouds

i'll die in the winter
and rise in summer
go on adventures
and sleep for the night
think of you under cold stars
and dream of you under the red sun
and when fall comes breaking in
i'll sleep under the covers
and i'll imagine me
standing in the middle
of the leaves
cold and writing poetry in my head
hoping you'll walk around the
falling tree

Kiss
MY
Milk
And
Honey
Lips

And let me hold
Your beautiful
Summer body

And as the paint drips
From our heads
We stare in our ocean eyes  
And
Drown...

I told her
I finally told her
the words behind my teeth
and shared them so she could swallow my words
and rest nice in her belly
but she spat them out
and walked away

and that was it...

I want to go through life
like a breeze
not caring for anything
and the puzzle pieces
fall in there places
as i stretch along my years
but to many things happen
all at once
trying to make myself feel happy and free
but when all the pieces fit
there's always that one that breaks
and will never fit

...i lost a friend today...
on a rainy day....but i did not cry
but i wish i did
...i wonder what i did...

....and i wanna walk up to the girl
that i love and kiss her....
but my fear of reality kicks in....
and i never do anything....
i wish i did though.....
but am stupid cause i want to
know everything...
and i know thats bad....

oh what a day
oh what a day...

i want to cry
but
i can't....