Mama is gone
Mama isn’t coming back
Ever again
Mama can’t be trusted to drive
Anymore

Mama is gone
And that will never change
She gonna stay gone no matter what
Even if I wanted to change it

Mama is gone
She is never coming back
Yaya still cries
Abuelo just forgets
And I tell them

Mama is gone
She is never coming back
Mama can’t be trusted to drive
She can’t turn back
On the straight road she drives on
She took too many lives before going
So Mama is gone
Abuelo just forgets
And I cry with Yaya
But I know
Mama is gone
She is never coming back
She doesn’t know how to turn
Even if she knew
She couldn’t turn back time
To be with us again

Mama is gone
I will never see her again
Until I am gone too
Mama is gone
And Yaya still cries
As Abuelo forgets
I will remain crying alone
As I know
Mama is gone
And she is never coming back
Even if she could turn
Time will never change for her
Until we meet again
But for now I will stay until
My time comes
For me
To be gone
Too

I told a man I was blind
He asked me why
I told him I was blind due to my lack of understanding
So he called me naive
Then I called him my friend
Now he is gone from my life
Not because he left me
Because I didn’t understand what he meant
when he said I was too good to him
So I left him and now he is blind to what I once inclined.

Telling a lie
Always wanting to shine
When really I was polished the wrong way
My heart was really on decline

Saying her name
Used to be a praise
Now all it is
Is just a way to go down
And cry
Wishing she was mine again
When really she being gone
Was my pilgrimage to a great revival

Very vital
For my arrival that
I stay mindful
Of my trifles
Due to how I’m always tripping on the cracks
That makes everything black
Activating my brain
And making me rage
Since my temper is on edge
With my neck
That is carrying a lot of the sweat I get
From ******* tryna wreak my moderation
Tryna give me a education
In how to be substandard
And Rendered into something  
Worst than America giving a Cheeto
The leveage to all of our bombs

So now I’m just thinking about what you did wrong
Instead of my flaws
I’m reminding you of what you missed on
Always catching wrong
Missing all shots
Finally hit a home run
But didn’t run
Instead you walked away
And became a snob
Who couldn’t turn a ****
As if it was Brittney telling a song
Without hatred and love

Always switching up to benefit your life
But messing with my redefined mind
Which has no space to give you my time
So I’ma make this short and give you a new comprehension

Don’t look at me
Don’t say you gonna love
Or that you gonna **** me
Because all you really doing is lying to yourself
Because I’m non penetrable
Due to my thick skull
That’s always getting dull from whenever you wanna score
Instead you fumble
Like the dolphins in the playoffs
Now I wish you good luck
Since your sorry *** just loss all your luck
When you left me taking a piece of my
❤️

I look up
Then towards the ground
As I see the shaking of my hands
Crumbling into dust
My mind going places
They should never go
My heart racing
Like a jet that has to go

Crying and crying
Hoping no one sees
Hoping someone helps
But they could never know
Why you tragically fell
Into your darkness
Where you are broken

Feeling forever forsaken
And never awoken
Feeling more than just pain and suffering
More like thinking out my whole life as a Issue

Others are problems so am I
My brain can’t comprehend everything
That wants to hurt my mind
Maybe I’m naive
Maybe I’m Too Shy
All depends will I ever shine and rise from my little mess

Now I’m laying in the Street Breaking Down
Hoping that truck runs me down

How do I put this into words
Maybe a phrase
Or a story
Maybe a Series to extend my glory
Through pages and pages of memories
And thoughts

I wonder
If a man screams
Is he as weak as a Person who fears Death
Or as strong as Someone who does
I wonder if I’m the only one
Who journeys above the box
We do commonly find ourselves in

I wonder if a Bird Sings for a Melody to please others
Or to sing for it’s own Pleasure
To be for all
Or to be all for one
Is what I wonder most of all

Give to all
Or give all to one’s self
That is what I really wonder
To thy self

When I couldn't walk and I couldn’t speak
I had someone to serve my Needs
I was always Safe and so full too
She Fed me and Defended me
I can remember her long eyelashes that I own
I can remember her brown eyes that I own
I can remember her Straight Black Hair that I own
But I never had the courage that she owned
I would wake up at Noon while she would wake up at the Afternoon
Always so tired she said
I will always Love you I said
As Noon became Midnight
I would Love her for every second and every breath
I can remember her
Checking my bed for the ghouls
And when I call for help
She is there
She is my Protector
She is my Lover
She is the best in the world
My Mother
Only if she can see me now
I would Hug her and Love her
Until she's Sore from my Love
I hope
Up there is
Just
As
Well
As here
M.O.M
My
Only
Mother

Don’t go for the moment
Be patient
May be better if you wait
Instead hurrying
Without knowing
If it’s safe or not

Give it a moment
Or you may ***** it up
Give it the time
Instead of going right before time

Rather wait
Than mess it up
Or possibly mess yourself up
Patience is key

In actions and emotions
Nothing is a expection
Some things just need time

Wounds will come
Time will heal
Not all but some
Never to be revealed

Hearts will separate
Things you say won’t matter
Give it time
You might like the manner

We all need some patience in life
No matter how we live it
Your life will always need patience
So good will come with it