Cold summer night,
quarter of the moon gone,
still shines bright, down
on this peaceful
Adirondack night.

Thinking of things I left,
and those I haven't found.
What could be hidden through
the mist across the lake?
Perhaps a vision of my
next mistake.

Please God, if you are actually out there
I do not know
can I please just be with the other dreamers
existing amongst the current situation is degrading my soul
at some point within the mindless consumerism and gluttony
I went insane
the pain, the ******, the callousness
abuse
I cannot sustain yet another thrashing
please release me
if death is the only way, so be it
but if there is another way
lead me to the other dreamers
let me hold their hand, unite as one as we should
and bring about coexistence, wash away the hatred, indoctrination
defilement of life
all of us hiding from what we truly crave for it is what we were taught
I see the others out there, but we cannot reach across the mobs
there are too **** many, we are overwhelmed
so we sit here screaming into nothingness, while the masses just laugh
some can hold out, I have found I cannot
I do not know when it happened, but I lost it
complete control over any aspect of my being
I need to feel the connection
the world you created went so wrong
and I see it
please wash me away in yet another flood
if that is really what happened
hell I don't know if that is even true
the corrupt probably wrote it to control me
but this is my prayer
can you hear me?

I can feel my emotions have changed, and lingerd far from me,
Truth be told my focus has been blurred for far to long,
My words are twisted into a tight knot, i would deny it ..
My cold heart longs to go back to the fathers loving arms...
Yet my body longs to go back to wine coverd addictions...
But i rebuke that, i REFUSE to believe that i must go to addictions!
No longer will i be a slave to sin.
REJOICE, REJOICE