ive been driving myself
through insanity
not seeing you
your quite like a maze
since i cant find my way
through your crooked
and perverted mind
with me locked and chained
above your biting pit of fire
that you hide behind your
flirtatious eye.
i search through every twist,
every dip,
every turn,
just to see if your answers changed..
knowing that you dont love me,
so you can go chase your maze
memorize the twists so
you know how to drain people
into your own pleasure
im not lost anymore
i have also memorized each turn
and i have seen your tricks
you have nothing to hide
in your little maze.

There are certain moments in our lives that change us
Small periods of time that define us
Objects remind us
It's hard to forget what once meant the world to you
things that made you
the things that break you
The memories that will be with you forever
The nights you wished lasted forever
Young forever
Forever, never
Never, forget
Forget, what life meant
Thinking back to all the nights
Thinking to all the nights
The nights you'll want to flight
**Just Fight

I wish you were here tonight..
I ponder you in my dreaming.
I lay in bed
under the safety of my covers,
i put my head phones in and
dream of slow dancing with you
on the hardwear floor in my living room.
After we push the table out
of the way it's just enough space..
As we walk into the living room
are steps rhyme..
I do wish you were here tonight
So you could sweep me off my feet and  
dance me till the morning!
But for now,
I'll just lay in bed
With my head phones in
And dream of us dancing

she shoots me down....
right in the heart..
so Your just perfectly wired,
aren't you!
with no blemishes or flaws or faults..
apparently your perfect
and i'm a worthless *******..
To you i do everything wrong
, i'm the opposite of right...
To you i'm not your friend! i'm just there!
...just there so you can bicker at me
and so you can have someone to prove wrong
i cant say one thing without you raising your gun
...taking your aim every time i speak...
*****...
i don't even  know why i even open my mouth....

A mirrors image
never enough
to reach through the glass
touch all that I am
soft skin, lost in ecstasy
a beauty incarnate
soft angelic whispers
lifted beyond this eternal realm
years of searching for my soul
who knew it could be found
on the other side of the glass
reflecting across my forever planet
reaching out to me as I was to it
the day I crave
I shatter the glass
stepping into my world

.... playing with the same notes
over and over.....
run out its over used...
  its dry and cracking..
piercing my skin...
i heard someones foot steps following my shadow
I,
turned and looked over my shoulder
....hoping it was you,
hating that it wasent.
if you were hear you would understand..
you would stick up for me....
....i know you would