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 May 2016 Carrillo
Jay Dee
I wake up every mornin' and get out of bed. Learned how to play it cool when it feels like im dyin inside my head. Smiles everyday..i joke i laugh. Dont know what im writing its just a rough draft. Somethings deep inside me..i try to turn the key, i try to unwind.  I set aside my feelings..had to get em' out the way. But i didnt throw em' out because maybe ill need em' one day. Whats the difference between being weak or being strong?  I can't tell..its been kind of long. But even in the darkest shadows i still have a light. I got my reason to get up and fight. She's watching everyday. Imitating in everyway. My minime. So young. So free. Naa.. I'm not givin' up I'm not stopin'.  Like i said my babygirl is watchin'.





-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016
My daughter is my reason
 May 2016 Carrillo
Jay Dee
CARLEE
 May 2016 Carrillo
Jay Dee
I watch you grow everyday,  I try to make you smile all the way.
I can see you learning, I can see you try.
I can see the love in your eyes..even when you cry...
I will be your music, when the raido goes out I'll forever sing your favorite song.
My sweet child your're right where you belong.
Little girl i love you and you know it's true.
Yes.. I know you're different but it only makes you better!! A special kind of love....my colorful dove.
So innocent, so pure..I couldn't ask for more.
Mommy's here to help you, I saw you grow today.
It was the sweetest sound you uttered away.
Come on baby say it..Mommy knows you can. I'm here cheering for you..your #1 fan.
Take my hand and hold it tight. Mommy's gonna protect you with all her might.
I saw you grow today. I seen you learn today.



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016
Shes my reason
 May 2016 Carrillo
Jay Dee
I thought this was love what happened here?
When i needed you most you were nowhere near!!
I look at my reflection..its screaming fear even through the shattered mirror.
You don't know love! You've got it all wrong!
Now I'm crying as my blood stains the tiles on the floor.
And the stubble thorns are hurting more...
This isnt love!!! What happened here?
You never gave me love. It was always fear.
Vile disaster sets in your eyes. I cry as I remember your lies..I can see the wicked in you as it vastly prys..
I'm trying to get up so i can run but i can't move. Screaming to myself..GET UP!!!! You will behoove!!!
Daddy please don't cry, I've made it out alive.
Daddy please stop cryin'...because i never stopped tryin'
I should of listened when you warned me
And now your crys are my agony....
Daddy just smile because I pushed him from on top of me!!
Daddy please don't cry, I've made it out alive




-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016
Consider the sea’s listless chime:
Time’s self it is, made audible,—
The murmur of the earth’s own shell.
Secret continuance sublime
Is the sea’s end: our sight may pass
No furlong further.  Since time was,
This sound hath told the lapse of time.

No quiet, which is death’s,—it hath
The mournfulness of ancient life,
Enduring always at dull strife.
As the world’s heart of rest and wrath,
Its painful pulse is in the sands.
Last utterly, the whole sky stands,
Gray and not known, along its path.

Listen alone beside the sea,
Listen alone among the woods;
Those voices of twin solitudes
Shall have one sound alike to thee:
Hark where the murmurs of thronged men
Surge and sink back and surge again,—
Still the one voice of wave and tree.

Gather a shell from the strown beach
And listen at its lips: they sigh
The same desire and mystery,
The echo of the whole sea’s speech.
And all mankind is thus at heart
Not anything but what thou art:
And Earth, Sea, Man, are all in each.
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