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Stewie Aug 2018
A darkness is coming over me
One that I’ve felt before
It wraps me in its warm embrace
To let me know
I’m not alone
Stewie Jul 2018
Saw that your band was in Florida this past weekend.

I hope the sweat plagued you.
I hope the bugs charged towards you.
I hope the sun beamed extra ******* your skin.
I hope you have to come back again and again.


I’m not bitter, just hoping you get what you deserve.
Stewie Jul 2018
He is someone I could spend the rest of my life with.


I watch him walk away and think...


....that’s my future husband
Stewie Jul 2018
He looked me in my eyes and called me the most beautiful creature he has ever seen.
Stewie Jun 2018
Tell me are you here to stay?












Say it again so I believe it.
Stewie Jun 2018
Do you know what it feels like to hold happiness and love in your hands and then you let it go because you don't know what you have until it's gone?










I do.
Stewie Jun 2018
How do I explain my mind?
It's hard to put into words but the best way to describe my brain is that it is all sorts of ******. It gets intense, I can't focus on one thing too long, I get bored, I get embarrassed, I over-think, I over-analyze. I want to stab my temporal lobe with a fork until I no longer have to open my eyes and function in a world where I am seen as sick or crazy. I want to tell my brain to "shhhhh" while I try to soak up any ounce of sleep like a sponge in a draining sink. I want to tell my mind to shut the **** up so I can be normal, so I don't have to FEEL anymore. I want to scream. I want to cry. I want to slam my head on my desk at work until the pain goes away.

This all happens in a second.

Send help.
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