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 Apr 2015 - Aquamarine
effaced
you are there
even when i
dont really want
you around,
but, in those times
i need you most.
you beautiful,
gorgeous,
breathtaking.
and don't deny it
because you took
mine away,
no matter what anyone
may say,
you took mine away.
my affections
for you,
never
wavers
you my dear
are my favorite.
i don't desire
you because the
gifts you give,
except the one,
of your love.
just because
your not gay,
and neither am i,
doesn't mean
we can't be
gay together.
 Apr 2015 - Aquamarine
effaced
your frontal lobe-where you make all your rationalizations...-
does not fully develop until your early  to mid twenties.
until your frontal lobe can make your rationalizations
the job is temporarily for your amygdala-where you feel all of your emotions...-
they tell my that's why im so upset... to the point where sometimes i can't function but they dont realize that whether or not i know that, my emotions will over-ride it, and they say that we feel that the world is ending, but its not..
but those thoughts and feelings could overwhelm me to the point of ending my world
 Apr 2015 - Aquamarine
effaced
head pounds
hands shake
dont  know
how much more i can take.
 Apr 2015 - Aquamarine
effaced
they get everything handed to them
and i get everything ripped from me.
but that's how it goes, i guess.
they'll get the perfect job,
psh, more like sleeping with the boss.
i'll get the perfect job,
work my way to the top.
all blood, sweat, and tears,
breaking all of my fears.
those stories are the best right?
the one where the trillionaire
made herself, she couldn't
get a break, and then she decided
that she didn't need one,
and that instead of ******* her
way to the top,
she took it.
she didnt have
the best childhood,
in fact, she doesn't
talk to her family,
she lives in luxury.
something she's never
had before.
they may have everything handed to them,
but if its given, is it really theirs?
because doesn't that mean that whoever
gave it to them, has the power to take it away.
and i may get everything ripped from me,
but, one day, they will have everything
ripped from them,
and i shall finally be at peace.
 Apr 2015 - Aquamarine
Rj
My faith in humanity is at a low that's all
People out there getting stuck with people like him
Who wants to spend their life in chains?
I didn't realize there are people just like him forming today
Living with depression
is like watching people around you
breathing but instead.

Your blue lips inhale
words of self-hatred
and you know you should
be able to fill
you lungs
with fresh oxygen
like everyone else.

but you can't.

And the worst part is
people mistake your chest
frantically rising up and down
as breathing
when really you're
suffocating.
Mirror, Mirror on the wall
was I always meant to fall?
roses white and dying light
silver's sweet forgiving bite
she'll ask "why"
no answers found
and i'll rot deep
beneath the ground.
Hush Little Darling,
Don't You Cry,
Don't Slit Your Skin,
Don't Say Goodbye,
Put Down That Blade,
Put Down That Light,
I Know It's Hard,
But You'll Win This Fight..
The main thing I want,
                        

                                      Is for someone to ask, "Are you ok?"

Me too say "i'm fine, just tired."

                                     And for them to look me dead in the eye, hug me tight, and say, " I know your not."
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