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 Oct 2015 - Aquamarine
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Listen, it's a beautiful thing
when distilled to its essence;
reduced to its purest form.
A paradox and a paradigm;
a paragon of perfection.
Epic in its arythmetic
progression; poetic.
Like Chinese arithmetic,
so hard it hurts. Yet soft
and exquisite, like a bubble
of love caught in a beating heart.
That place where poetry starts.
 Oct 2015 - Aquamarine
Rivers Kay
Confusion isn't fun...

but I sure as Hell still miss him
 Oct 2015 - Aquamarine
Rivers Kay
Why would you stick to the rivers and the lakes that you'r used to...

When you could be chasing waterfalls?
 Oct 2015 - Aquamarine
Rivers Kay
He looked at me with those eyes
and i new i had to keep my self held high no matter what.

I don't believe you he says
you won...

walk rivers walk and he can't see you smile like an idiot

His jaw dropped
My heart stopped

He's mine and i proved that i'm willing to do it all...

even when he doesn't have the guts.

Kisses....
and perfection...
Oh what a great combination
 Oct 2015 - Aquamarine
Rivers Kay
I'm not the kind to hold onto the bad in a person
You can wrong me 43 times
and 1 good overrules them in my book...

I'm told that this isn't always good
but i don't see the issue with it...

Until she showed up

I feel all the wrongs she puts on me
and i hold on tight

Only one day to blow

I'm not looking forward to this day but it sure as Hell won't be a boring moment...

You'r so beautiful
shes such a *****
I love you
I ******* hate her

stab me in the back
I come back 9 times stronger...

You can be nice but i  know how you are
and i know you sharpen you'r knife well...
 Oct 2015 - Aquamarine
Rivers Kay
Scares up my arms

Cuts down my legs

Memories fill my mind

Pain competes my days...

I pushed you out
I moved on my way.

Thank you for causing me so much pain, because now I can go a day without wanting you. And I am completely okay... So I say
 Oct 2015 - Aquamarine
Rivers Kay
One day he'll be there
Maybe not tomorrow
Maybe not the next day
But one day
And when that day comes he'll never leave
He'll never second guess you
He'll always need you
And he'll stay
Not because he has to
But because he wants to
And that will happen one day
 Oct 2015 - Aquamarine
Rivers Kay
I see my reflection...
I don't like what i see...
I look at where i am...
I don't like my position...
I'm a mess.
I'm worthless.
I'm fat.
I'm ugly.

Deny theses things but you see I know my worth and i know my place in this world...
I know I'm not worth a dime...
I know I'm just a spec of life among the world of worth meaning nothing to anyone of them.
 Oct 2015 - Aquamarine
Rivers Kay
It's okay if i'm not the girl of your dreams.
I don't even have to be the one you think of at night.


I wanna be the girl that you think of when your sitting at your kitchen table staring at the cup of coffee you put to much milk in you think of  my dark brown eyes that once gave you hope and light.
The one you wish you didn't let go of.
The one you need ten years from now.
 Oct 2015 - Aquamarine
Rivers Kay
Unaware of my return i hear him laughing with his family
giggling with the two year old
so clueless that i'm here
I listen for a minute knowing how this goes
All i do is think and now I'm in love
I think of what we could be.
What we will be
I think of his laughter and how our family will look like him in every way
I think...
And think...
And think............................................................­.......................
...Now I'm in love...
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