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Apro Aug 2020
Im entering a new chapter in my life.
I finished High school and I dont know what im doing with my life.
I'm happy but at the same time im so scared
scared im going to fall back in the hole i was in 2 years ago.
Apro May 2020
hey look at that im lonely again
Apro May 2020
ive lost track of the time
the days
and the tears.
ive spent countless hours distracting myself by watching netflix and anime
and i always end up in bed and crying. not sure how.
its the only thing to make myself feel better.
Apro Jan 2020
I'm at the point where i just want to drink and pop till i forget.  like i said when you asked" Someone that can understand where i go and the circumstances that come with it" and then later down the road back out. it hurts
Apro Dec 2019
Thank you,
Thank you for showing me how to love. Thank you for the fun memories I hope they were worth it. Thank you for showing me pain that I’ve never felt before. Thank you for being the first. Thank you for going to my games and saying I played great even though you don’t know how the game works and we lost. Thank you for being patent with me. Thank you for being a reason to live for. Thank you for my work ethic, because of you I worked my *** off so you didn’t have to pay for anything. Thank you for driving me places when I didn’t have my license yet. Thank you for showing me how I can be so ignorant. Thank you for showing me pain that I’ve never felt before. Thank you for being the one that walked away. Thank you for teaching me how to conceal every emotion pouring out of me deep down to the point it hurts. Thank you. Thank you for everything. You’re probably never going to read this but if you do, I would go through it all again in a heartbeat.
Apro Dec 2019
I thought that I could be happy.
I want to be happy.
I want that drug people call love.
I try so hard but it fails.
I guess I'm just an idiot.
Apro Dec 2019
a faint clap of thunder ,
clouded skies,
perhaps rain comes,
if so will you stay here with me?
not my own but it is still really good and i think that everyone should read it.
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